Endymion: A Poetic Romance


A Poetic Romance.









Knowing within myself the manner in
which this Poem has been produced, it
is not without a feeling of regret that I
make it public.

What manner I mean, will be quite
clear to the reader, who must soon perceive
great inexperience, immaturity,
and every error denoting a feverish attempt,
rather than a deed accomplished.
The two first books, and indeed the two
last, I feel sensible are not of such completion
as to warrant their passing the
press; nor should they if I thought a

year's castigation would do them any
good;–it will not: the foundations are
too sandy. It is just that this youngster
should die away: a sad thought for me,
if I had not some hope that while it is
dwindling I may be plotting, and fitting
myself for verses fit to live.

This may be speaking too presumptuously,
and may deserve a punishment:
but no feeling man will be forward to
inflict it: he will leave me alone, with
the conviction that there is not a fiercer
hell than the failure in a great object.
This is not written with the least atom of
purpose to forestall criticisms of course,
but from the desire I have to conciliate
men who are competent to look, and who
do look with a zealous eye, to the honour
of English literature.

The imagination of a boy is healthy,
and the mature imagination of a man is
healthy; but there is a space of life between,
in which the soul is in a ferment,
the character undecided, the way of life
uncertain, the ambition thick-sighted:
thence proceeds mawkishness, and all
the thousand bitters which those men
I speak of must necessarily taste in going
over the following pages.

I hope I have not in too late a
day touched the beautiful mythology of
Greece, and dulled its brightness: for I
wish to try once more, before I bid it


April 10, 1818.


Page 108, line 4 from the bottom, for "her" read "his."



A thing of beauty is a joy for ever:

Its loveliness increases; it will never

Pass into nothingness; but still will keep

A bower quiet for us, and a sleep

Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.

Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing

A flowery band to bind us to the earth,

Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth

Of noble natures, of the gloomy days,

Of all the unhealthy and o'er-darkened ways

Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all,

Some shape of beauty moves away the pall

From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon,

Trees old and young, sprouting a shady boon

For simple sheep; and such are daffodils

With the green world they live in; and clear rills

That for themselves a cooling covert make

'Gainst the hot season; the mid forest brake,

Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms:

And such too is the grandeur of the dooms
We have imagined for the mighty dead;

All lovely tales that we have heard or read:

An endless fountain of immortal drink,

Pouring unto us from the heaven's brink.

Nor do we merely feel these essences

For one short hour; no, even as the trees

That whisper round a temple become soon

Dear as the temple's self, so does the moon,

The passion poesy, glories infinite,

Haunt us till they become a cheering light
Unto our souls, and bound to us so fast,

That, whether there be shine, or gloom o'ercast,

They alway must be with us, or we die.

Therefore, 'tis with full happiness that I

Will trace the story of Endymion.

The very music of the name has gone

Into my being, and each pleasant scene

Is growing fresh before me as the green

Of our own vallies: so I will begin

Now while I cannot hear the city's din;
Now while the early budders are just new,

And run in mazes of the youngest hue

About old forests; while the willow trails

Its delicate amber; and the dairy pails

Bring home increase of milk. And, as the year

Grows lush in juicy stalks, I'll smoothly steer

My little boat, for many quiet hours,

With streams that deepen freshly into bowers.

Many and many a verse I hope to write,

Before the daisies, vermeil rimm'd and white,
Hide in deep herbage; and ere yet the bees

Hum about globes of clover and sweet peas,

I must be near the middle of my story.

O may no wintry season, bare and hoary,

See it half finished: but let Autumn bold,

With universal tinge of sober gold,

Be all about me when I make an end.

And now at once, adventuresome, I send

My herald thought into a wilderness:

There let its trumpet blow, and quickly dress
My uncertain path with green, that I may speed

Easily onward, thorough flowers and weed.

Upon the sides of Latmos was outspread

A mighty forest; for the moist earth fed

So plenteously all weed-hidden roots

Into o'er-hanging boughs, and precious fruits.

And it had gloomy shades, sequestered deep,

Where no man went; and if from shepherd's keep

A lamb strayed far a-down those inmost glens,

Never again saw he the happy pens
Whither his brethren, bleating with content,

Over the hills at every nightfall went.

Among the shepherds, 'twas believed ever,

That not one fleecy lamb which thus did sever

From the white flock, but pass'd unworried

By angry wolf, or pard with prying head,

Until it came to some unfooted plains

Where fed the herds of Pan: ay great his gains

Who thus one lamb did lose. Paths there were many,

Winding through palmy fern, and rushes fenny,
And ivy banks; all leading pleasantly

To a wide lawn, whence one could only see

Stems thronging all around between the swell

Of turf and slanting branches: who could tell

The freshness of the space of heaven above,

Edg'd round with dark tree tops? through which a dove

Would often beat its wings, and often too

A little cloud would move across the blue.

Full in the middle of this pleasantness

There stood a marble altar, with a tress
Of flowers budded newly; and the dew

Had taken fairy phantasies to strew

Daisies upon the sacred sward last eve,

And so the dawned light in pomp receive.

For 'twas the morn: Apollo's upward fire

Made every eastern cloud a silvery pyre

Of brightness so unsullied, that therein

A melancholy spirit well might win

Oblivion, and melt out his essence fine

Into the winds: rain-scented eglantine
Gave temperate sweets to that well-wooing sun;

The lark was lost in him; cold springs had run

To warm their chilliest bubbles in the grass;

Man's voice was on the mountains; and the mass

Of nature's lives and wonders puls'd tenfold,

To feel this sun-rise and its glories old.

Now while the silent workings of the dawn

Were busiest, into that self-same lawn

All suddenly, with joyful cries, there sped

A troop of little children garlanded;
Who gathering round the altar, seemed to pry

Earnestly round as wishing to espy

Some folk of holiday: nor had they waited

For many moments, ere their ears were sated

With a faint breath of music, which ev'n then

Fill'd out its voice, and died away again.

Within a little space again it gave

Its airy swellings, with a gentle wave,

To light-hung leaves, in smoothest echoes breaking

Through copse-clad vallies,–ere their death, o'ertaking

The surgy murmurs of the lonely sea.

And now, as deep into the wood as we

Might mark a lynx's eye, there glimmered light

Fair faces and a rush of garments white,

Plainer and plainer shewing, till at last

Into the widest alley they all past,

Making directly for the woodland altar.

O kindly muse! let not my weak tongue faulter

In telling of this goodly company,

Of their old piety, and of their glee:
But let a portion of ethereal dew

Fall on my head, and presently unmew

My soul; that I may dare, in wayfaring,

To stammer where old Chaucer used to sing.

Leading the way, young damsels danced along,

Bearing the burden of a shepherd song;

Each having a white wicker over brimm'd

With April's tender younglings: next, well trimm'd,

A crowd of shepherds with as sunburnt looks

As may be read of in Arcadian books;
Such as sat listening round Apollo's pipe,

When the great deity, for earth too ripe,

Let his divinity o'er-flowing die

In music, through the vales of Thessaly:

Some idly trailed their sheep-hooks on the ground,

And some kept up a shrilly mellow sound

With ebon-tipped flutes: close after these,

Now coming from beneath the forest trees,

A venerable priest full soberly,

Begirt with ministring looks: alway his eye
Stedfast upon the matted turf he kept,

And after him his sacred vestments swept.

From his right hand there swung a vase, milk-white,

Of mingled wine, out-sparkling generous light;

And in his left he held a basket full

Of all sweet herbs that searching eye could cull:

Wild thyme, and valley-lilies whiter still

Than Leda's love, and cresses from the rill.

His aged head, crowned with beechen wreath,

Seem'd like a poll of ivy in the teeth
Of winter hoar. Then came another crowd

Of shepherds, lifting in due time aloud

Their share of the ditty. After them appear'd,

Up-followed by a multitude that rear'd

Their voices to the clouds, a fair wrought car,

Easily rolling so as scarce to mar

The freedom of three steeds of dapple brown:

Who stood therein did seem of great renown

Among the throng. His youth was fully blown,

Shewing like Ganymede to manhood grown;
And, for those simple times, his garments were

A chieftain king's: beneath his breast, half bare,

Was hung a silver bugle, and between

His nervy knees there lay a boar-spear keen.

A smile was on his countenance; he seem'd,

To common lookers on, like one who dream'd

Of idleness in groves Elysian:

But there were some who feelingly could scan

A lurking trouble in his nether lip,

And see that oftentimes the reins would slip
Through his forgotten hands: then would they sigh,

And think of yellow leaves, of owlets cry,

Of logs piled solemnly.–Ah, well-a-day,

Why should our young Endymion pine away!

Soon the assembly, in a circle rang'd,

Stood silent round the shrine: each look was chang'd

To sudden veneration: women meek

Beckon'd their sons to silence; while each cheek

Of virgin bloom paled gently for slight fear.

Endymion too, without a forest peer,
Stood, wan, and pale, and with an awed face,

Among his brothers of the mountain chase.

In midst of all, the venerable priest

Eyed them with joy from greatest to the least,

And, after lifting up his aged hands,

Thus spake he: "Men of Latmos! shepherd bands!

Whose care it is to guard a thousand flocks:

Whether descended from beneath the rocks

That overtop your mountains; whether come

From vallies where the pipe is never dumb;

Or from your swelling downs, where sweet air stirs

Blue hare-bells lightly, and where prickly furze

Buds lavish gold; or ye, whose precious charge

Nibble their fill at ocean's very marge,

Whose mellow reeds are touch'd with sounds forlorn

By the dim echoes of old Triton's horn:

Mothers and wives! who day by day prepare

The scrip, with needments, for the mountain air;

And all ye gentle girls who foster up

Udderless lambs, and in a little cup
Will put choice honey for a favoured youth:

Yea, every one attend! for in good truth

Our vows are wanting to our great god Pan.

Are not our lowing heifers sleeker than

Night-swollen mushrooms? Are not our wide plains

Speckled with countless fleeces? Have not rains

Green'd over April's lap? No howling sad

Sickens our fearful ewes; and we have had

Great bounty from Endymion our lord.

The earth is glad: the merry lark has pour'd
His early song against yon breezy sky,

That spreads so clear o'er our solemnity."

Thus ending, on the shrine he heap'd a spire

Of teeming sweets, enkindling sacred fire;

Anon he stain'd the thick and spongy sod

With wine, in honour of the shepherd-god.

Now while the earth was drinking it, and while

Bay leaves were crackling in the fragrant pile,

And gummy frankincense was sparkling bright

'Neath smothering parsley, and a hazy light
Spread greyly eastward, thus a chorus sang:

"O thou, whose mighty palace roof doth hang

From jagged trunks, and overshadoweth

Eternal whispers, glooms, the birth, life, death

Of unseen flowers in heavy peacefulness;

Who lov'st to see the hamadryads dress

Their ruffled locks where meeting hazels darken;

And through whole solemn hours dost sit, and hearken

The dreary melody of bedded reeds–

In desolate places, where dank moisture breeds
The pipy hemlock to strange overgrowth;

Bethinking thee, how melancholy loth

Thou wast to lose fair Syrinx–do thou now,

By thy love's milky brow!

By all the trembling mazes that she ran,

Hear us, great Pan!

"O thou, for whose soul-soothing quiet, turtles

Passion their voices cooingly 'mong myrtles,

What time thou wanderest at eventide

Through sunny meadows, that outskirt the side
Of thine enmossed realms: O thou, to whom

Broad leaved fig trees even now foredoom

Their ripen'd fruitage; yellow girted bees

Their golden honeycombs; our village leas

Their fairest blossom'd beans and poppied corn;

The chuckling linnet its five young unborn,

To sing for thee; low creeping strawberries

Their summer coolness; pent up butterflies

Their freckled wings; yea, the fresh budding year

All its completions–be quickly near,
By every wind that nods the mountain pine,

O forester divine!

"Thou, to whom every fawn and satyr flies

For willing service; whether to surprise

The squatted hare while in half sleeping fit;

Or upward ragged precipices flit

To save poor lambkins from the eagle's maw;

Or by mysterious enticement draw

Bewildered shepherds to their path again;

Or to tread breathless round the frothy main,
And gather up all fancifullest shells

For thee to tumble into Naiads' cells,

And, being hidden, laugh at their out-peeping;

Or to delight thee with fantastic leaping,

The while they pelt each other on the crown

With silvery oak apples, and fir cones brown–

By all the echoes that about thee ring,

Hear us, O satyr king!

"O Hearkener to the loud clapping shears,

While ever and anon to his shorn peers
A ram goes bleating: Winder of the horn,

When snouted wild-boars routing tender corn

Anger our huntsman: Breather round our farms,

To keep off mildews, and all weather harms:

Strange ministrant of undescribed sounds,

That come a swooning over hollow grounds,

And wither drearily on barren moors:

Dread opener of the mysterious doors

Leading to universal knowledge–see,

Great son of Dryope,
The many that are come to pay their vows

With leaves about their brows!

Be still the unimaginable lodge

For solitary thinkings; such as dodge

Conception to the very bourne of heaven,

Then leave the naked brain: be still the leaven,

That spreading in this dull and clodded earth

Gives it a touch ethereal–a new birth:

Be still a symbol of immensity;

A firmament reflected in a sea;
An element filling the space between;

An unknown–but no more: we humbly screen

With uplift hands our foreheads, lowly bending,

And giving out a shout most heaven rending,

Conjure thee to receive our humble Pæan,

Upon thy Mount Lycean!

Even while they brought the burden to a close,

A shout from the whole multitude arose,

That lingered in the air like dying rolls

Of abrupt thunder, when Ionian shoals
Of dolphins bob their noses through the brine.

Meantime, on shady levels, mossy fine,

Young companies nimbly began dancing

To the swift treble pipe, and humming string.

Aye, those fair living forms swam heavenly

To tunes forgotten–out of memory:

Fair creatures! whose young childrens' children bred

Thermopylæ its heroes–not yet dead,

But in old marbles ever beautiful.

High genitors, unconscious did they cull
Time's sweet first-fruits–they danc'd to weariness,

And then in quiet circles did they press

The hillock turf, and caught the latter end

Of some strange history, potent to send

A young mind from its bodily tenement.

Or they might watch the quoit-pitchers, intent

On either side; pitying the sad death

Of Hyacinthus, when the cruel breath

Of Zephyr slew him,–Zephyr penitent,

Who now, ere Phœbus mounts the firmament,
Fondles the flower amid the sobbing rain.

The archers too, upon a wider plain,

Beside the feathery whizzing of the shaft,

And the dull twanging bowstring, and the raft

Branch down sweeping from a tall ash top,

Call'd up a thousand thoughts to envelope

Those who would watch. Perhaps, the trembling knee

And frantic gape of lonely Niobe,

Poor, lonely Niobe! when her lovely young

Were dead and gone, and her caressing tongue
Lay a lost thing upon her paly lip,

And very, very deadliness did nip

Her motherly cheeks. Arous'd from this sad mood

By one, who at a distance loud halloo'd,

Uplifting his strong bow into the air,

Many might after brighter visions stare:

After the Argonauts, in blind amaze

Tossing about on Neptune's restless ways,

Until, from the horizon's vaulted side,

There shot a golden splendour far and wide,
Spangling those million poutings of the brine

With quivering ore: 'twas even an awful shine

From the exaltation of Apollo's bow;

A heavenly beacon in their dreary woe.

Who thus were ripe for high contemplating,

Might turn their steps towards the sober ring

Where sat Endymion and the aged priest

'Mong shepherds gone in eld, whose looks increas'd

The silvery setting of their mortal star.

There they discours'd upon the fragile bar
That keeps us from our homes ethereal;

And what our duties there: to nightly call

Vesper, the beauty-crest of summer weather;

To summon all the downiest clouds together

For the sun's purple couch; to emulate

In ministring the potent rule of fate

With speed of fire-tailed exhalations;

To tint her pallid cheek with bloom, who cons

Sweet poesy by moonlight: besides these,

A world of other unguess'd offices.
Anon they wander'd, by divine converse,

Into Elysium; vieing to rehearse

Each one his own anticipated bliss.

One felt heart-certain that he could not miss

His quick gone love, among fair blossom'd boughs,

Where every zephyr-sigh pouts, and endows

Her lips with music for the welcoming.

Another wish'd, mid that eternal spring,

To meet his rosy child, with feathery sails,

Sweeping, eye-earnestly, through almond vales:
Who, suddenly, should stoop through the smooth wind,

And with the balmiest leaves his temples bind;

And, ever after, through those regions be

His messenger, his little Mercury,

Some were athirst in soul to see again

Their fellow huntsmen o'er the wide champaign

In times long past; to sit with them, and talk

Of all the chances in their earthly walk;

Comparing, joyfully, their plenteous stores

Of happiness, to when upon the moors,

Benighted, close they huddled from the cold,

And shar'd their famish'd scrips. Thus all out-told

Their fond imaginations,–saving him

Whose eyelids curtain'd up their jewels dim,

Endymion: yet hourly had he striven

To hide the cankering venom, that had riven

His fainting recollections. Now indeed

His senses had swoon'd off: he did not heed

The sudden silence, or the whispers low,

Or the old eyes dissolving at his woe,
Or anxious calls, or close of trembling palms,

Or maiden's sigh, that grief itself embalms:

But in the self-same fixed trance he kept,

Like one who on the earth had never slept.

Aye, even as dead-still as a marble man,

Frozen in that old tale Arabian.

Who whispers him so pantingly and close?

Peona, his sweet sister: of all those,

His friends, the dearest. Hushing signs she made,

And breath'd a sister's sorrow to persuade
A yielding up, a cradling on her care.

Her eloquence did breathe away the curse:

She led him, like some midnight spirit nurse

Of happy changes in emphatic dreams,

Along a path between two little streams,–

Guarding his forehead, with her round elbow,

From low-grown branches, and his footsteps slow

From stumbling over stumps and hillocks small;

Until they came to where these streamlets fall,

With mingled bubblings and a gentle rush,
Into a river, clear, brimful, and flush

With crystal mocking of the trees and sky.

A little shallop, floating there hard by,

Pointed its beak over the fringed bank;

And soon it lightly dipt, and rose, and sank,

And dipt again, with the young couple's weight,–

Peona guiding, through the water straight,

Towards a bowery island opposite;

Which gaining presently, she steered light

Into a shady, fresh, and ripply cove,
Where nested was an arbour, overwove

By many a summer's silent fingering;

To whose cool bosom she was used to bring

Her playmates, with their needle broidery,

And minstrel memories of times gone by.

So she was gently glad to see him laid

Under her favourite bower's quiet shade,

On her own couch, new made of flower leaves,

Dried carefully on the cooler side of sheaves

When last the sun his autumn tresses shook,
And the tann'd harvesters rich armfuls took.

Soon was he quieted to slumbrous rest:

But, ere it crept upon him, he had prest

Peona's busy hand against his lips,

And still, a sleeping, held her finger-tips

In tender pressure. And as a willow keeps

A patient watch over the stream that creeps

Windingly by it, so the quiet maid

Held her in peace: so that a whispering blade

Of grass, a wailful gnat, a bee bustling
Down in the blue-bells, or a wren light rustling

Among sere leaves and twigs, might all be heard.

O magic sleep! O comfortable bird,

That broodest o'er the troubled sea of the mind

Till it is hush'd and smooth! O unconfin'd

Restraint! imprisoned liberty! great key

To golden palaces, strange minstrelsy,

Fountains grotesque, new trees, bespangled caves,

Echoing grottos, full of tumbling waves

And moonlight; aye, to all the mazy world
Of silvery enchantment!–who, upfurl'd

Beneath thy drowsy wing a triple hour,

But renovates and lives?–Thus, in the bower,

Endymion was calm'd to life again.

Opening his eyelids with a healthier brain,

He said: "I feel this thine endearing love

All through my bosom: thou art as a dove

Trembling its closed eyes and sleeked wings

About me; and the pearliest dew not brings

Such morning incense from the fields of May,
As do those brighter drops that twinkling stray

From those kind eyes,–the very home and haunt

Of sisterly affection. Can I want

Aught else, aught nearer heaven, than such tears?

Yet dry them up, in bidding hence all fears

That, any longer, I will pass my days

Alone and sad. No, I will once more raise

My voice upon the mountain-heights; once more

Make my horn parley from their foreheads hoar:

Again my trooping hounds their tongues shall loll
Around the breathed boar: again I'll poll

The fair-grown yew tree, for a chosen bow:

And, when the pleasant sun is getting low,

Again I'll linger in a sloping mead

To hear the speckled thrushes, and see feed

Our idle sheep. So be thou cheered sweet,

And, if thy lute is here, softly intreat

My soul to keep in its resolved course."

Hereat Peona, in their silver source,

Shut her pure sorrow drops with glad exclaim,
And took a lute, from which there pulsing came

A lively prelude, fashioning the way

In which her voice should wander. 'Twas a lay

More subtle cadenced, more forest wild

Than Dryope's lone lulling of her child;

And nothing since has floated in the air

So mournful strange. Surely some influence rare

Went, spiritual, through the damsel's hand;

For still, with Delphic emphasis, she spann'd

The quick invisible strings, even though she saw
Endymion's spirit melt away and thaw

Before the deep intoxication.

But soon she came, with sudden burst, upon

Her self-possession–swung the lute aside,

And earnestly said: "Brother, 'tis vain to hide

That thou dost know of things mysterious,

Immortal, starry; such alone could thus

Weigh down thy nature. Hast thou sinn'd in aught

Offensive to the heavenly powers? Caught

A Paphian dove upon a message sent?
Thy deathful bow against some deer-herd bent,

Sacred to Dian? Haply, thou hast seen

Her naked limbs among the alders green;

And that, alas! is death. No, I can trace

Something more high perplexing in thy face!"

Endymion look'd at her, and press'd her hand,

And said, "Art thou so pale, who wast so bland

And merry in our meadows? How is this?

Tell me thine ailment: tell me all amiss!–

Ah! thou hast been unhappy at the change
Wrought suddenly in me. What indeed more strange?

Or more complete to overwhelm surmise?

Ambition is no sluggard: 'tis no prize,

That toiling years would put within my grasp,

That I have sigh'd for: with so deadly gasp

No man e'er panted for a mortal love.

So all have set my heavier grief above

These things which happen. Rightly have they done:

I, who still saw the horizontal sun

Heave his broad shoulder o'er the edge of the world,
Out-facing Lucifer, and then had hurl'd

My spear aloft, as signal for the chace–

I, who, for very sport of heart, would race

With my own steed from Araby; pluck down

A vulture from his towery perching; frown

A lion into growling, loth retire–

To lose, at once, all my toil breeding fire,

And sink thus low! but I will ease my breast

Of secret grief, here in this bowery nest.

"This river does not see the naked sky,
Till it begins to progress silverly

Around the western border of the wood,

Whence, from a certain spot, its winding flood

Seems at the distance like a crescent moon:

And in that nook, the very pride of June,

Had I been used to pass my weary eves;

The rather for the sun unwilling leaves

So dear a picture of his sovereign power,

And I could witness his most kingly hour,

When he doth lighten up the golden reins,
And paces leisurely down amber plains

His snorting four. Now when his chariot last

Its beams against the zodiac-lion cast,

There blossom'd suddenly a magic bed

Of sacred ditamy, and poppies red:

At which I wondered greatly, knowing well

That but one night had wrought this flowery spell;

And, sitting down close by, began to muse

What it might mean. Perhaps, thought I, Morpheus,

In passing here, his owlet pinions shook;
Or, it may be, ere matron Night uptook

Her ebon urn, young Mercury, by stealth,

Had dipt his rod in it: such garland wealth

Came not by common growth. Thus on I thought,

Until my head was dizzy and distraught.

Moreover, through the dancing poppies stole

A breeze, most softly lulling to my soul;

And shaping visions all about my sight

Of colours, wings, and bursts of spangly light;

The which became more strange, and strange, and dim,

And then were gulph'd in a tumultuous swim:
And then I fell asleep. Ah, can I tell

The enchantment that afterwards befel?

Yet it was but a dream: yet such a dream

That never tongue, although it overteem

With mellow utterance, like a cavern spring,

Could figure out and to conception bring

All I beheld and felt. Methought I lay

Watching the zenith, where the milky way

Among the stars in virgin splendour pours;
And travelling my eye, until the doors

Of heaven appear'd to open for my flight,

I became loth and fearful to alight

From such high soaring by a downward glance:

So kept me stedfast in that airy trance,

Spreading imaginary pinions wide.

When, presently, the stars began to glide,

And faint away, before my eager view:

At which I sigh'd that I could not pursue,

And dropt my vision to the horizon's verge;
And lo! from opening clouds, I saw emerge

The loveliest moon, that ever silver'd o'er

A shell for Neptune's goblet: she did soar

So passionately bright, my dazzled soul

Commingling with her argent spheres did roll

Through clear and cloudy, even when she went

At last into a dark and vapoury tent–

Whereat, methought, the lidless-eyed train

Of planets all were in the blue again.

To commune with those orbs, once more I rais'd
My sight right upward: but it was quite dazed

By a bright something, sailing down apace,

Making me quickly veil my eyes and face:

Again I look'd, and, O ye deities,

Who from Olympus watch our destinies!

Whence that completed form of all completeness?

Whence came that high perfection of all sweetness?

Speak, stubborn earth, and tell me where, O where

Hast thou a symbol of her golden hair?

Not oat-sheaves drooping in the western sun;
Not–thy soft hand, fair sister! let me shun

Such follying before thee–yet she had,

Indeed, locks bright enough to make me mad;

And they were simply gordian'd up and braided,

Leaving, in naked comeliness, unshaded,

Her pearl round ears, white neck, and orbed brow;

The which were blended in, I know not how,

With such a paradise of lips and eyes,

Blush-tinted cheeks, half smiles, and faintest sighs,

That, when I think thereon, my spirit clings
And plays about its fancy, till the stings

Of human neighbourhood envenom all.

Unto what awful power shall I call?

To what high fane?–Ah! see her hovering feet,

More bluely vein'd, more soft, more whitely sweet

Than those of sea-born Venus, when she rose

From out her cradle shell. The wind out-blows

Her scarf into a fluttering pavilion;

'Tis blue, and over-spangled with a million

Of little eyes, as though thou wert to shed,
Over the darkest, lushest blue-bell bed,

Handfuls of daisies."–"Endymion, how strange!

Dream within dream!"–"She took an airy range,

And then, towards me, like a very maid,

Came blushing, waning, willing, and afraid,

And press'd me by the hand: Ah! 'twas too much;

Methought I fainted at the charmed touch,

Yet held my recollection, even as one

Who dives three fathoms where the waters run

Gurgling in beds of coral: for anon,
I felt upmounted in that region

Where falling stars dart their artillery forth,

And eagles struggle with the buffeting north

That balances the heavy meteor-stone;–

Felt too, I was not fearful, nor alone,

But lapp'd and lull'd along the dangerous sky.

Soon, as it seem'd, we left our journeying high,

And straightway into frightful eddies swoop'd;

Such as ay muster where grey time has scoop'd

Huge dens and caverns in a mountain's side:
There hollow sounds arous'd me, and I sigh'd

To faint once more by looking on my bliss–

I was distracted; madly did I kiss

The wooing arms which held me, and did give

My eyes at once to death: but 'twas to live,

To take in draughts of life from the gold fount

Of kind and passionate looks; to count, and count

The moments, by some greedy help that seem'd

A second self, that each might be redeem'd

And plunder'd of its load of blessedness.
Ah, desperate mortal! I ev'n dar'd to press

Her very cheek against my crowned lip,

And, at that moment, felt my body dip

Into a warmer air: a moment more,

Our feet were soft in flowers. There was store

Of newest joys upon that alp. Sometimes

A scent of violets, and blossoming limes,

Loiter'd around us; then of honey cells,

Made delicate from all white-flower bells;

And once, above the edges of our nest,
An arch face peep'd,–an Oread as I guess'd.

"Why did I dream that sleep o'er-power'd me

In midst of all this heaven? Why not see,

Far off, the shadows of his pinions dark,

And stare them from me? But no, like a spark

That needs must die, although its little beam

Reflects upon a diamond, my sweet dream

Fell into nothing–into stupid sleep.

And so it was, until a gentle creep,

A careful moving caught my waking ears,
And up I started: Ah! my sighs, my tears,

My clenched hands;–for lo! the poppies hung

Dew-dabbled on their stalks, the ouzel sung

A heavy ditty, and the sullen day

Had chidden herald Hesperus away,

With leaden looks: the solitary breeze

Bluster'd, and slept, and its wild self did teaze

With wayward melancholy; and I thought,

Mark me, Peona! that sometimes it brought

Faint fare-thee-wells, and sigh-shrilled adieus!–
Away I wander'd–all the pleasant hues

Of heaven and earth had faded: deepest shades

Were deepest dungeons; heaths and sunny glades

Were full of pestilent light; our taintless rills

Seem'd sooty, and o'er-spread with upturn'd gills

Of dying fish; the vermeil rose had blown

In frightful scarlet, and its thorns out-grown

Like spiked aloe. If an innocent bird

Before my heedless footsteps stirr'd, and stirr'd

In little journeys, I beheld in it
A disguis'd demon, missioned to knit

My soul with under darkness; to entice

My stumblings down some monstrous precipice:

Therefore I eager followed, and did curse

The disappointment. Time, that aged nurse,

Rock'd me to patience. Now, thank gentle heaven!

These things, with all their comfortings, are given

To my down-sunken hours, and with thee,

Sweet sister, help to stem the ebbing sea

Of weary life."710
Thus ended he, and both

Sat silent: for the maid was very loth

To answer; feeling well that breathed words

Would all be lost, unheard, and vain as swords

Against the enchased crocodile, or leaps

Of grasshoppers against the sun. She weeps,

And wonders; struggles to devise some blame;

To put on such a look as would say, Shame

On this poor weakness!
but, for all her strife,

She could as soon have crush'd away the life
From a sick dove. At length, to break the pause,

She said with trembling chance: "Is this the cause?

This all? Yet it is strange, and sad, alas!

That one who through this middle earth should pass

Most like a sojourning demi-god, and leave

His name upon the harp-string, should achieve

No higher bard than simple maidenhood,

Singing alone, and fearfully,–how the blood

Left his young cheek; and how he used to stray

He knew not where; and how he would say, nay,
If any said 'twas love: and yet 'twas love;

What could it be but love? How a ring-dove

Let fall a sprig of yew tree in his path;

And how he died: and then, that love doth scathe,

The gentle heart, as northern blasts do roses;

And then the ballad of his sad life closes

With sighs, and an alas!–Endymion!

Be rather in the trumpet's mouth,–anon

Among the winds at large–that all may hearken!

Although, before the crystal heavens darken,
I watch and dote upon the silver lakes

Pictur'd in western cloudiness, that takes

The semblance of gold rocks and bright gold sands,

Islands, and creeks, and amber-fretted strands

With horses prancing o'er them, palaces

And towers of amethyst,–would I so tease

My pleasant days, because I could not mount

Into those regions? The Morphean fount

Of that fine element that visions, dreams,

And fitful whims of sleep are made of, streams
Into its airy channels with so subtle,

So thin a breathing, not the spider's shuttle,

Circled a million times within the space

Of a swallow's nest-door, could delay a trace,

A tinting of its quality: how light

Must dreams themselves be; seeing they're more slight

Than the mere nothing that engenders them!

Then wherefore sully the entrusted gem

Of high and noble life with thoughts so sick?

Why pierce high-fronted honour to the quick
For nothing but a dream?" Hereat the youth

Look'd up: a conflicting of shame and ruth

Was in his plaited brow: yet, his eyelids

Widened a little, as when Zephyr bids

A little breeze to creep between the fans

Of careless butterflies: amid his pains

He seem'd to taste a drop of manna-dew,

Full palatable; and a colour grew

Upon his cheek, while thus he lifeful spake.

"Peona! ever have I long'd to slake
My thirst for the world's praises: nothing base,

No merely slumberous phantasm, could unlace

The stubborn canvas for my voyage prepar'd–

Though now 'tis tatter'd; leaving my bark bar'd

And sullenly drifting: yet my higher hope

Is of too wide, too rainbow-large a scope,

To fret at myriads of earthly wrecks.

Wherein lies happiness? In that which becks

Our ready minds to fellowship divine,

A fellowship with essence; till we shine,
Full alchemiz'd, and free of space. Behold

The clear religion of heaven! Fold

A rose leaf round thy finger's taperness,

And soothe thy lips: hist, when the airy stress

Of music's kiss impregnates the free winds,

And with a sympathetic touch unbinds

Eolian magic from their lucid wombs:

Then old songs waken from enclouded tombs;

Old ditties sigh above their father's grave;

Ghosts of melodious prophecyings rave
Round every spot were trod Apollo's foot;

Bronze clarions awake, and faintly bruit,

Where long ago a giant battle was;

And, from the turf, a lullaby doth pass

In every place where infant Orpheus slept.

Feel we these things?–that moment have we stept

Into a sort of oneness, and our state

Is like a floating spirit's. But there are

Richer entanglements, enthralments far

More self-destroying, leading, by degrees,
To the chief intensity: the crown of these

Is made of love and friendship, and sits high

Upon the forehead of humanity.

All its more ponderous and bulky worth

Is friendship, whence there ever issues forth

A steady splendour; but at the tip-top,

There hangs by unseen film, an orbed drop

Of light, and that is love: its influence,

Thrown in our eyes, genders a novel sense,

At which we start and fret; till in the end,
Melting into its radiance, we blend,

Mingle, and so become a part of it,–

Nor with aught else can our souls interknit

So wingedly: when we combine therewith,

Life's self is nourish'd by its proper pith,

And we are nurtured like a pelican brood.

Aye, so delicious is the unsating food,

That men, who might have tower'd in the van

Of all the congregated world, to fan

And winnow from the coming step of time
All chaff of custom, wipe away all slime

Left by men-slugs and human serpentry,

Have been content to let occasion die,

Whilst they did sleep in love's elysium.

And, truly, I would rather be struck dumb,

Than speak against this ardent listlessness:

For I have ever thought that it might bless

The world with benefits unknowingly;

As does the nightingale, upperched high,

And cloister'd among cool and bunched leaves–
She sings but to her love, nor e'er conceives

How tiptoe Night holds back her dark-grey hood.

Just so may love, although 'tis understood

The mere commingling of passionate breath,

Produce more than our searching witnesseth:

What I know not: but who, of men, can tell

That flowers would bloom, or that green fruit would swell

To melting pulp, that fish would have bright mail,

The earth its dower of river, wood, and vale,

The meadows runnels, runnels pebble-stones,
The seed its harvest, or the lute its tones,

Tones ravishment, or ravishment its sweet,

If human souls did never kiss and greet?

"Now, if this earthly love has power to make

Men's being mortal, immortal; to shake

Ambition from their memories, and brim

Their measure of content; what merest whim,

Seems all this poor endeavour after fame,

To one, who keeps within his stedfast aim

A love immortal, an immortal too.
Look not so wilder'd; for these things are true,

And never can be born of atomies

That buzz about our slumbers, like brain-flies,

Leaving us fancy-sick. No, no, I'm sure,

My restless spirit never could endure

To brood so long upon one luxury,

Unless it did, though fearfully, espy

A hope beyond the shadow of a dream.

My sayings will the less obscured seem,

When I have told thee how my waking sight
Has made me scruple whether that same night

Was pass'd in dreaming. Hearken, sweet Peona!

Beyond the matron-temple of Latona,

Which we should see but for these darkening boughs,

Lies a deep hollow, from whose ragged brows

Bushes and trees do lean all round athwart,

And meet so nearly, that with wings outraught,

And spreaded tail, a vulture could not glide

Past them, but he must brush on every side.

Some moulder'd steps lead into this cool cell,
Far as the slabbed margin of a well,

Whose patient level peeps its crystal eye

Right upward, through the bushes, to the sky.

Oft have I brought thee flowers, on their stalks set

Like vestal primroses, but dark velvet

Edges them round, and they have golden pits:

'Twas there I got them, from the gaps and slits

In a mossy stone, that sometimes was my seat,

When all above was faint with mid-day heat.

And there in strife no burning thoughts to heed,
I'd bubble up the water through a reed;

So reaching back to boy-hood: make me ships

Of moulted feathers, touchwood, alder chips,

With leaves stuck in them; and the Neptune be

Of their petty ocean. Oftener, heavily,

When love-lorn hours had left me less a child,

I sat contemplating the figures wild

Of o'er-head clouds melting the mirror through.

Upon a day, while thus I watch'd, by flew

A cloudy Cupid, with his bow and quiver;
So plainly character'd, no breeze would shiver

The happy chance: so happy, I was fain

To follow it upon the open plain,

And, therefore, was just going; when, behold!

A wonder, fair as any I have told–

The same bright face I tasted in my sleep,

Smiling in the clear well. My heart did leap

Through the cool depth.–It moved as if to flee–

I started up, when lo! refreshfully,

There came upon my face, in plenteous showers,
Dew-drops, and dewy buds, and leaves, and flowers,

Wrapping all objects from my smothered sight,

Bathing my spirit in a new delight.

Aye, such a breathless honey-feel of bliss

Alone preserved me from the drear abyss

Of death, for the fair form had gone again.

Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain

Clings cruelly to us, like the gnawing sloth

On the deer's tender haunches: late, and loth,

'Tis scar'd away by slow returning pleasure.
How sickening, how dark the dreadful leisure

Of weary days, made deeper exquisite,

By a fore-knowledge of unslumbrous night!

Like sorrow came upon me, heavier still,

Than when I wander'd from the poppy hill:

And a whole age of lingering moments crept

Sluggishly by, ere more contentment swept

Away at once the deadly yellow spleen.

Yes, thrice have I this fair enchantment seen;

Once more been tortured with renewed life.
When last the wintry gusts gave over strife

With the conquering sun of spring, and left the skies

Warm and serene, but yet with moistened eyes

In pity of the shatter'd infant buds,–

That time thou didst adorn, with amber studs,

My hunting cap, because I laugh'd and smil'd,

Chatted with thee, and many days exil'd

All torment from my breast;–'twas even then,

Straying about, yet, coop'd up in the den

Of helpless discontent,–hurling my lance
From place to place, and following at chance,

At last, by hap, through some young trees it struck,

And, plashing among bedded pebbles, stuck

In the middle of a brook,–whose silver ramble

Down twenty little falls, through reeds and bramble,

Tracing along, it brought me to a cave,

Whence it ran brightly forth, and white did lave

The nether sides of mossy stones and rock,–

'Mong which it gurgled blythe adieus, to mock

Its own sweet grief at parting. Overhead,
Hung a lush scene of drooping weeds, and spread

Thick, as to curtain up some wood-nymph's home.

"Ah! impious mortal, whither do I roam?"

Said I, low voic'd: "Ah, whither! 'Tis the grot

Of Proserpine, when Hell, obscure and hot,

Doth her resign; and where her tender hands

She dabbles, on the cool and sluicy sands:

Or 'tis the cell of Echo, where she sits,

And babbles thorough silence, till her wits

Are gone in tender madness, and anon,
Faints into sleep, with many a dying tone

Of sadness. O that she would take my vows,

And breathe them sighingly among the boughs,

To sue her gentle ears for whose fair head,

Daily, I pluck sweet flowerets from their bed,

And weave them dyingly–send honey-whispers

Round every leaf, that all those gentle lispers

May sigh my love unto her pitying!

O charitable echo! hear, and sing

This ditty to her!–tell her"–so I stay'd
My foolish tongue, and listening, half afraid,

Stood stupefied with my own empty folly,

And blushing for the freaks of melancholy.

Salt tears were coming, when I heard my name

Most fondly lipp'd, and then these accents came:

"Endymion! the cave is secreter

Than the isle of Delos. Echo hence shall stir

No sighs but sigh-warm kisses, or light noise

Of thy combing hand, the while it travelling cloys

And trembles through my labyrinthine hair."
At that oppress'd I hurried in.–Ah! where

Are those swift moments? Whither are they fled?

I'll smile no more, Peona; nor will wed

Sorrow the way to death; but patiently

Bear up against it: so farewel, sad sigh;

And come instead demurest meditation,

To occupy me wholly, and to fashion

My pilgrimage for the world's dusky brink.

No more will I count over, link by link,

My chain of grief: no longer strive to find
A half-forgetfulness in mountain wind

Blustering about my ears: aye, thou shalt see,

Dearest of sisters, what my life shall be;

What a calm round of hours shall make my days.

There is a paly flame of hope that plays

Where'er I look: but yet, I'll say 'tis naught–

And here I bid it die. Have not I caught,

Already, a more healthy countenance?

By this the sun is setting; we may chance

Meet some of our near-dwellers with my car."

This said, he rose, faint-smiling like a star

Through autumn mists, and took Peona's hand:

They stept into the boat, and launch'd from land.



O sovereign power of love! O grief! O balm!

All records, saving thine, come cool, and calm,

And shadowy, through the mist of passed years:

For others, good or bad, hatred and tears

Have become indolent; but touching thine,

One sigh doth echo, one poor sob doth pine,

One kiss brings honey-dew from buried days.

The woes of Troy, towers smothering o'er their blaze,

Stiff-holden shields, far-piercing spears, keen blades,

Struggling, and blood, and shrieks–all dimly fades

Into some backward corner of the brain;

Yet, in our very souls, we feel amain

The close of Troilus and Cressid sweet.

Hence, pageant history! hence, gilded cheat!

Swart planet in the universe of deeds!

Wide sea, that one continuous murmur breeds

Along the pebbled shore of memory!

Many old rotten-timber'd boats there be

Upon thy vaporous bosom, magnified

To goodly vessels; many a sail of pride,
And golden keel'd, is left unlaunch'd and dry.

But wherefore this? What care, though owl did fly

About the great Athenian admiral's mast?

What care, though striding Alexander past

The Indus with his Macedonian numbers?

Though old Ulysses tortured from his slumbers

The glutted Cyclops, what care?–Juliet leaning

Amid her window-flowers,–sighing,–weaning

Tenderly her fancy from its maiden snow,

Doth more avail than these: the silver flow
Of Hero's tears, the swoon of Imogen,

Fair Pastorella in the bandit's den,

Are things to brood on with more ardency

Than the death-day of empires. Fearfully

Must such conviction come upon his head,

Who, thus far, discontent, has dared to tread,

Without one muse's smile, or kind behest,

The path of love and poesy. But rest,

In chaffing restlessness, is yet more drear

Than to be crush'd, in striving to uprear
Love's standard on the battlements of song.

So once more days and nights aid me along,

Like legion'd soldiers.
Brain-sick shepherd prince,

What promise hast thou faithful guarded since

The day of sacrifice? Or, have new sorrows

Come with the constant dawn upon thy morrows?

Alas! 'tis his old grief. For many days,

Has he been wandering in uncertain ways:

Through wilderness, and woods of mossed oaks;
Counting his woe-worn minutes, by the strokes

Of the lone woodcutter; and listening still,

Hour after hour, to each lush-leav'd rill.

Now he is sitting by a shady spring,

And elbow-deep with feverous fingering

Stems the upbursting cold: a wild rose tree

Pavilions him in bloom, and he doth see

A bud which snares his fancy: lo! but now

He plucks it, dips its stalk in the water: how!

It swells, it buds, it flowers beneath his sight;
And, in the middle, there is softly pight

A golden butterfly; upon whose wings

There must be surely character'd strange things,

For with wide eye he wonders, and smiles oft.

Lightly this little herald flew aloft,

Follow'd by glad Endymion's clasped hands:

Onward it flies. From languor's sullen bands

His limbs are loos'd, and eager, on he hies

Dazzled to trace it in the sunny skies.

It seem'd he flew, the way so easy was;
And like a new-born spirit did he pass

Through the green evening quiet in the sun,

O'er many a heath, through many a woodland dun,

Through buried paths, where sleepy twilight dreams

The summer time away. One track unseams

A wooded cleft, and, far away, the blue

Of ocean fades upon him; then, anew,

He sinks adown a solitary glen,

Where there was never sound of mortal men,

Saving, perhaps, some snow-light cadences
Melting to silence, when upon the breeze

Some holy bark let forth an anthem sweet,

To cheer itself to Delphi. Still his feet

Went swift beneath the merry-winged guide,

Until it reached a splashing fountain's side

That, near a cavern's mouth, for ever pour'd

Unto the temperate air: then high it soar'd,

And, downward, suddenly began to dip,

As if, athirst with so much toil, 'twould sip

The crystal spout-head: so it did, with touch
Most delicate, as though afraid to smutch

Even with mealy gold the waters clear.

But, at that very touch, to disappear

So fairy-quick, was strange! Bewildered,

Endymion sought around, and shook each bed

Of covert flowers in vain; and then he flung

Himself along the grass. What gentle tongue,

What whisperer disturb'd his gloomy rest?

It was a nymph uprisen to the breast

In the fountain's pebbly margin, and she stood
'Mong lilies, like the youngest of the brood.

To him her dripping hand she softly kist,

And anxiously began to plait and twist

Her ringlets round her fingers, saying: "Youth!

Too long, alas, hast thou starv'd on the ruth,

The bitterness of love: too long indeed,

Seeing thou art so gentle. Could I weed

Thy soul of care, by heavens, I would offer

All the bright riches of my crystal coffer

To Amphitrite; all my clear-eyed fish,
Golden, or rainbow-sided, or purplish,

Vermilion-tail'd, or finn'd with silvery gauze;

Yea, or my veined pebble-floor, that draws

A virgin light to the deep; my grotto-sands

Tawny and gold, ooz'd slowly from far lands

By my diligent springs; my level lilies, shells,

My charming rod, my potent river spells;

Yes, every thing, even to the pearly cup

Meander gave me,–for I bubbled up

To fainting creatures in a desert wild.
But woe is me, I am but as a child

To gladden thee; and all I dare to say,

Is, that I pity thee; that on this day

I've been thy guide; that thou must wander far

In other regions, past the scanty bar

To mortal steps, before thou cans't be ta'en

From every wasting sigh, from every pain,

Into the gentle bosom of thy love.

Why it is thus, one knows in heaven above:

But, a poor Naiad, I guess not. Farewel!
I have a ditty for my hollow cell."

Hereat, she vanished from Endymion's gaze,

Who brooded o'er the water in amaze:

The dashing fount pour'd on, and where its pool

Lay, half asleep, in grass and rushes cool,

Quick waterflies and gnats were sporting still,

And fish were dimpling, as if good nor ill

Had fallen out that hour. The wanderer,

Holding his forehead, to keep off the burr

Of smothering fancies, patiently sat down;
And, while beneath the evening's sleepy frown

Glow-worms began to trim their starry lamps,

Thus breath'd he to himself: "Whoso encamps

To take a fancied city of delight,

O what a wretch is he! and when 'tis his,

After long toil and travelling, to miss

The kernel of his hopes, how more than vile:

Yet, for him there's refreshment even in toil;

Another city doth he set about,

Free from the smallest pebble-head of doubt
That he will seize on trickling honey-combs:

Alas, he finds them dry; and then he foams,

And onward to another city speeds.

But this is human life: the war, the deeds,

The disappointment, the anxiety,

Imagination's struggles, far and nigh,

All human; bearing in themselves this good,

That they are still the air, the subtle food,

To make us feel existence, and to shew

How quiet death is. Where soil is men grow,

Whether to weeds or flowers; but for me,

There is no depth to strike in: I can see

Nought earthly worth my compassing; so stand

Upon a misty, jutting head of land–

Alone? No, no; and by the Orphean lute,

When mad Eurydice is listening to't;

I'd rather stand upon this misty peak,

With not a thing to sigh for, or to seek,

But the soft shadow of my thrice-seen love,

Than be–I care not what. O meekest dove
Of heaven! O Cynthia, ten-times bright and fair!

From thy blue throne, now filling all the air,

Glance but one little beam of temper'd light

Into my bosom, that the dreadful might

And tyranny of love be somewhat scar'd!

Yet do not so, sweet queen; one torment spar'd,

Would give a pang to jealous misery,

Worse than the torment's self: but rather tie

Large wings upon my shoulders, and point out

My love's far dwelling. Though the playful rout
Of Cupids shun thee, too divine art thou,

Too keen in beauty, for thy silver prow

Not to have dipp'd in love's most gentle stream.

O be propitious, nor severely deem

My madness impious; for, by all the stars

That tend thy bidding, I do think the bars

That kept my spirit in are burst–that I

Am sailing with thee through the dizzy sky!

How beautiful thou art! The world how deep!

How tremulous-dazzlingly the wheels sweep
Around their axle! Then these gleaming reins,

How lithe! When this thy chariot attains

Its airy goal, haply some bower veils

Those twilight eyes?–Those eyes!–my spirit fails–

Dear goddess, help! or the wide-gaping air

Will gulph me–help!"–At this with madden'd stare,

And lifted hands, and trembling lips he stood;

Like old Deucalion mountain'd o'er the flood,

Or blind Orion hungry for the morn.

And, but from the deep cavern there was borne
A voice, he had been froze to senseless stone;

Nor sigh of his, nor plaint, nor passion'd moan

Had more been heard. Thus swell'd it forth: "Descend,

Young mountaineer! descend where alleys bend

Into the sparry hollows of the world!

Oft hast thou seen bolts of the thunder hurl'd

As from thy threshold; day by day hast been

A little lower than the chilly sheen

Of icy pinnacles, and dipp'dst thine arms

Into the deadening ether that still charms
Their marble being: now, as deep profound

As those are high, descend! He ne'er is crown'd

With immortality, who fears to follow

Where airy voices lead: so through the hollow,

The silent mysteries of earth, descend!"

He heard but the last words, nor could contend

One moment in reflection: for he fled

Into the fearful deep, to hide his head

From the clear moon, the trees, and coming madness.

'Twas far too strange, and wonderful for sadness;

Sharpening, by degrees, his appetite
To dive into the deepest. Dark, nor light,

The region; nor bright, nor sombre wholly,

But mingled up; a gleaming melancholy;

A dusky empire and its diadems;

One faint eternal eventide of gems.

Aye, millions sparkled on a vein of gold,

Along whose track the prince quick footsteps told,

With all its lines abrupt and angular:

Out-shooting sometimes, like a meteor-star,
Through a vast antre; then the metal woof,

Like Vulcan's rainbow, with some monstrous roof

Curves hugely: now, far in the deep abyss,

It seems an angry lightning, and doth hiss

Fancy into belief: anon it leads

Through winding passages, where sameness breeds

Vexing conceptions of some sudden change;

Whether to silver grots, or giant range

Of sapphire columns, or fantastic bridge

Athwart a flood of crystal. On a ridge
Now fareth he, that o'er the vast beneath

Towers like an ocean-cliff, and whence he seeth

A hundred waterfalls, whose voices come

But as the murmuring surge. Chilly and numb

His bosom grew, when first he, far away,

Descried an orbed diamond, set to fray

Old darkness from his throne: 'twas like the sun

Uprisen o'er chaos: and with such a stun

Came the amazement, that, absorb'd in it,

He saw not fiercer wonders–past the wit
Of any spirit to tell, but one of those

Who, when this planet's sphering time doth close,

Will be its high remembrancers: who they?

The mighty ones who have made eternal day

For Greece and England. While astonishment

With deep-drawn sighs was quieting, he went

Into a marble gallery, passing through

A mimic temple, so complete and true

In sacred custom, that he well nigh fear'd

To search it inwards; whence far off appear'd,
Through a long pillar'd vista, a fair shrine,

And, just beyond, on light tiptoe divine,

A quiver'd Dian. Stepping awfully,

The youth approach'd; oft turning his veil'd eye

Down sidelong aisles, and into niches old.

And when, more near against the marble cold

He had touch'd his forehead, he began to thread

All courts and passages, where silence dead

Rous'd by his whispering footsteps murmured faint:

And long he travers'd to and fro, to acquaint
Himself with every mystery, and awe;

Till, weary, he sat down before the maw

Of a wide outlet, fathomless and dim

To wild uncertainty and shadows grim.

There, when new wonders ceas'd to float before,

And thoughts of self came on, how crude and sore

The journey homeward to habitual self!

A mad-pursuing of the fog-born elf,

Whose flitting lantern, through rude nettle-briar,

Cheats us into a swamp, into a fire,
Into the bosom of a hated thing.

What misery most drowningly doth sing

In lone Endymion's ear, now he has caught

The goal of consciousness? Ah, 'tis the thought,

The deadly feel of solitude: for lo!

He cannot see the heavens, nor the flow

Of rivers, nor hill-flowers running wild

In pink and purple chequer, nor, up-pil'd,

The cloudy rack slow journeying in the west,

Like herded elephants; nor felt, nor prest
Cool grass, nor tasted the fresh slumberous air;

But far from such companionship to wear

An unknown time, surcharg'd with grief, away,

Was now his lot. And must he patient stay,

Tracing fantastic figures with his spear?

"No!" exclaimed he, "why should I tarry here?"

No! loudly echoed times innumerable.

At which he straightway started, and 'gan tell

His paces back into the temple's chief;

Warming and growing strong in the belief
Of help from Dian: so that when again

He caught her airy form, thus did he plain,

Moving more near the while. "O Haunter chaste

Of river sides, and woods, and heathy waste,

Where with thy silver bow and arrows keen

Art thou now forested? O woodland Queen,

What smoothest air thy smoother forehead woos?

Where dost thou listen to the wide halloos

Of thy disparted nymphs? Through what dark tree

Glimmers thy crescent? Wheresoe'er it be,
'Tis in the breath of heaven: thou dost taste

Freedom as none can taste it, nor dost waste

Thy loveliness in dismal elements;

But, finding in our green earth sweet contents,

There livest blissfully. Ah, if to thee

It feels Elysian, how rich to me,

An exil'd mortal, sounds its pleasant name!

Within my breast there lives a choking flame–

O let me cool it among the zephyr-boughs!

A homeward fever parches up my tongue–
O let me slake it at the running springs!

Upon my car a noisy nothing rings–

O let me once more hear the linnet's note!

Before mine eyes thick films and shadows float–

O let me 'noint them with the heaven's light!

Dost thou now lave thy feet and ankles white?

O think how sweet to me the freshening sluice!

Dost thou now please thy thirst with berry-juice?

O think how this dry palate would rejoice!

If in soft slumber thou dost hear my voice,
O think how I should love a bed of flowers!–

Young goddess! let me see my native bowers!

Deliver me from this rapacious deep!"

Thus ending loudly, as he would o'erleap

His destiny, alert he stood: but when

Obstinate silence came heavily again,

Feeling about for its old couch of space

And airy cradle, lowly bow'd his face

Desponding, o'er the marble floor's cold thrill.

But 'twas not long; for, sweeter than the rill
To its old channel, or a swollen tide

To margin sallows, were the leaves he spied,

And flowers, and wreaths, and ready myrtle crowns

Up heaping through the slab: refreshment drowns

Itself, and strives its own delights to hide–

Nor in one spot alone; the floral pride

In a long whispering birth enchanted grew

Before his footsteps; as when heav'd anew

Old ocean rolls a lengthened wave to the shore,

Down whose green back the short-liv'd foam, all hoar,

Bursts gradual, with a wayward indolence.

Increasing still in heart, and pleasant sense,

Upon his fairy journey on he hastes;

So anxious for the end, he scarcely wastes

One moment with his hand among the sweets:

Onward he goes–he stops–his bosom beats

As plainly in his ear, as the faint charm

Of which the throbs were born. This still alarm,

This sleepy music, forc'd him walk tiptoe:

For it came more softly than the east could blow
Arion's magic to the Atlantic isles;

Or than the west, made jealous by the smiles

Of thron'd Apollo, could breathe back the lyre

To seas Ionian and Tyrian.

O did he ever live, that lonely man,

Who lov'd–and music slew not? 'Tis the pest

Of love, that fairest joys give most unrest;

That things of delicate and tenderest worth

Are swallow'd all, and made a seared dearth,

By one consuming flame: it doth immerse
And suffocate true blessings in a curse.

Half-happy, by comparison of bliss,

Is miserable. 'Twas even so with this

Dew-dropping melody, in the Carian's ear;

First heaven, then hell, and then forgotten clear,

Vanish'd in elemental passion.

And down some swart abysm he had gone,

Had not a heavenly guide benignant led

To where thick myrtle branches, 'gainst his head

Brushing, awakened: then the sounds again
Went noiseless as a passing noontide rain

Over a bower, where little space he stood;

For as the sunset peeps into a wood

So saw he panting light, and towards it went

Through winding alleys; and lo, wonderment!

Upon soft verdure saw, one here, one there,

Cupids a slumbering on their pinions fair.

After a thousand mazes overgone,

At last, with sudden step, he came upon

A chamber, myrtle wall'd, embowered high,
Full of light, incense, tender minstrelsy,

And more of beautiful and strange beside:

For on a silken couch of rosy pride,

In midst of all, there lay a sleeping youth

Of fondest beauty; fonder, in fair sooth,

Than sighs could fathom, or contentment reach:

And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach,

Or ripe October's faded marigolds,

Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds–

Not hiding up an Apollonian curve
Of neck and shoulder, nor the tenting swerve

Of knee from knee, nor ankles pointing light;

But rather, giving them to the filled sight

Officiously. Sideway his face repos'd

On one white arm, and tenderly unclos'd,

By tenderest pressure, a faint damask mouth

To slumbery pout; just as the morning south

Disparts a dew-lipp'd rose. Above his head,

Four lily stalks did their white honours wed

To make a coronal; and round him grew
All tendrils green, of every bloom and hue,

Together intertwin'd and trammel'd fresh:

The vine of glossy sprout; the ivy mesh,

Shading its Ethiop berries; and woodbine,

Of velvet leaves and bugle-blooms divine;

Convolvulus in streaked vases flush;

The creeper, mellowing for an autumn blush;

And virgin's bower, trailing airily;

With others of the sisterhood. Hard by,

Stood serene Cupids watching silently.
One, kneeling to a lyre, touch'd the strings,

Muffling to death the pathos with his wings;

And, ever and anon, uprose to look

At the youth's slumber; while another took

A willow-bough, distilling odorous dew,

And shook it on his hair; another flew

In through the woven roof, and fluttering-wise

Rain'd violets upon his sleeping eyes.

At these enchantments, and yet many more,

The breathless Latmian wonder'd o'er and o'er;
Until, impatient in embarrassment,

He forthright pass'd, and lightly treading went

To that same feather'd lyrist, who straightway,

Smiling, thus whisper'd: "Though from upper day

Thou art a wanderer, and thy presence here

Might seem unholy, be of happy cheer!

For 'tis the nicest touch of human honour,

When some ethereal and high-favouring donor

Presents immortal bowers to mortal sense;

As now 'tis done to thee, Endymion. Hence
Was I in no wise startled. So recline

Upon these living flowers. Here is wine,

Alive with sparkles–never, I aver,

Since Ariadne was a vintager,

So cool a purple: taste these juicy pears,

Sent me by sad Vertumnus, when his fears

Were high about Pomona: here is cream,

Deepening to richness from a snowy gleam;

Sweeter than that nurse Amalthea skimm'd

For the boy Jupiter: and here, undimm'd
By any touch, a bunch of blooming plums

Ready to melt between an infant's gums:

And here is manna pick'd from Syrian trees,

In starlight, by the three Hesperides.

Feast on, and meanwhile I will let thee know

Of all these things around us." He did so,

Still brooding o'er the cadence of his lyre;

And thus: "I need not any hearing tire

By telling how the sea-born goddess pin'd

For a mortal youth, and how she strove to bind
Him all in all unto her doting self.

Who would not be so prison'd? but, fond elf,

He was content to let her amorous plea

Faint through his careless arms; content to see

An unseiz'd heaven dying at his feet;

Content, O fool! to make a cold retreat,

When on the pleasant grass such love, lovelorn,

Lay sorrowing; when every tear was born

Of diverse passion; when her lips and eyes

Were clos'd in sullen moisture, and quick sighs
Came vex'd and pettish through her nostrils small.

Hush! no exclaim–yet, justly mightst thou call

Curses upon his head.–I was half glad,

But my poor mistress went distract and mad,

When the boar tusk'd him: so away she flew

To Jove's high throne, and by her plainings drew

Immortal tear-drops down the thunderer's beard;

Whereon, it was decreed he should be rear'd

Each summer time to life. Lo! this is he,

That same Adonis, safe in the privacy

Of this still region all his winter-sleep.

Aye, sleep; for when our love-sick queen did weep

Over his waned corse, the tremulous shower

Heal'd up the wound, and, with a balmy power,

Medicined death to a lengthened drowsiness:

The which she fills with visions, and doth dress

In all this quiet luxury; and hath set

Us young immortals, without any let,

To watch his slumber through. 'Tis well nigh pass'd,

Even to a moment's filling up, and fast
She scuds with summer breezes, to pant through

The first long kiss, warm firstling, to renew

Embower'd sports in Cytherea's isle.

Look! how those winged listeners all this while

Stand anxious: see! behold!"–This clamant word

Broke through the careful silence; for they heard

A rustling noise of leaves, and out there flutter'd

Pigeons and doves: Adonis something mutter'd,

The while one hand, that erst upon his thigh

Lay dormant, mov'd convuls'd and gradually
Up to his forehead. Then there was a hum

Of sudden voices, echoing, "Come! come!

Arise! awake! Clear summer has forth walk'd

Unto the clover-sward, and she has talk'd

Full soothingly to every nested finch:

Rise, Cupids! or we'll give the blue-bell pinch

To your dimpled arms. Once more sweet life begin!"

At this, from every side they hurried in,

Rubbing their sleepy eyes with lazy wrists,

And doubling over head their little fists
In backward yawns. But all were soon alive:

For as delicious wine doth, sparkling, dive

In nectar'd clouds and curls through water fair,

So from the arbour roof down swell'd an air

Odorous and enlivening; making all

To laugh, and play, and sing, and loudly call

For their sweet queen: when lo! the wreathed green

Disparted, and far upward could be seen

Blue heaven, and a silver car, air-borne,

Whose silent wheels, fresh wet from clouds of morn,

Spun off a drizzling dew,–which falling chill
On soft Adonis' shoulders, made him still

Nestle and turn uneasily about.

Soon were the white doves plain, with necks stretch'd out,

And silken traces lighten'd in descent;

And soon, returning from love's banishment,

Queen Venus leaning downward open arm'd:

Her shadow fell upon his breast, and charm'd

A tumult to his heart, and a new life

Into his eyes. Ah, miserable strife,
But for her comforting! unhappy sight,

But meeting her blue orbs! Who, who can write

Of these first minutes? The unchariest muse

To embracements warm as theirs makes coy excuse.

O it has ruffled every spirit there,

Saving love's self, who stands superb to share

The general gladness: awfully he stands;

A sovereign quell is in his waving hands;

No sight can bear the lightning of his bow;

His quiver is mysterious, none can know
What themselves think of it; from forth his eyes

There darts strange light of varied hues and dyes:

A scowl is sometimes on his brow, but who

Look full upon it feel anon the blue

Of his fair eyes run liquid through their souls.

Endymion feels it, and no more controls

The burning prayer within him; so, bent low,

He had begun a plaining of his woe.

But Venus, bending forward, said: "My child,

Favour this gentle youth; his days are wild
With love–he–but alas! too well I see

Thou know'st the deepness of his misery.

Ah, smile not so, my son: I tell thee true,

That when through heavy hours I used to rue

The endless sleep of this new-born Adon',

This stranger ay I pitied. For upon

A dreary morning once I fled away

Into the breezy clouds, to weep and pray

For this my love: for vexing Mars had teaz'd

Me even to tears: thence, when a little eas'd,
Down-looking, vacant, through a hazy wood,

I saw this youth as he despairing stood:

Those same dark curls blown vagrant in the wind;

Those same full fringed lids a constant blind

Over his sullen eyes: I saw him throw

Himself on wither'd leaves, even as though

Death had come sudden; for no jot he mov'd,

Yet mutter'd wildly. I could hear he lov'd

Some fair immortal, and that his embrace

Had zoned her through the night. There is no trace
Of this in heaven: I have mark'd each cheek,

And find it is the vainest thing to seek;

And that of all things 'tis kept secretest.

Endymion! one day thou wilt be blest:

So still obey the guiding hand that fends

Thee safely through these wonders for sweet ends.

'Tis a concealment needful in extreme;

And if I guess'd not so, the sunny beam

Thou shouldst mount up to with me. Now adieu!

Here must we leave thee."–At these words up flew
The impatient doves, up rose the floating car,

Up went the hum celestial. High afar

The Latmian saw them minish into nought;

And, when all were clear vanish'd, still he caught

A vivid lightning from that dreadful bow.

When all was darkened, with Etnean throe

The earth clos'd–gave a solitary moan–

And left him once again in twilight lone.

He did not rave, he did not stare aghast,

For all those visions were o'ergone, and past,
And he in loneliness: he felt assur'd

Of happy times, when all he had endur'd

Would seem a feather to the mighty prize.

So, with unusual gladness, on he hies

Through caves, and palaces of mottled ore,

Gold dome, and crystal wall, and turquois floor,

Black polish'd porticos of awful shade,

And, at the last, a diamond balustrade,

Leading afar past wild magnificence,

Spiral through ruggedest loopholes, and thence
Stretching across a void, then guiding o'er

Enormous chasms, where, all foam and roar,

Streams subterranean tease their granite beds;

Then heighten'd just above the silvery heads

Of a thousand fountains, so that he could dash

The waters with his spear; but at the splash,

Done heedlessly, those spouting columns rose

Sudden a poplar's height, and 'gan to enclose

His diamond path with fretwork, streaming round

Alive, and dazzling cool, and with a sound,

Haply, like dolphin tumults, when sweet shells

Welcome the float of Thetis. Long he dwells

On this delight; for, every minute's space,

The streams with changed magic interlace:

Sometimes like delicatest lattices,

Cover'd with crystal vines; then weeping trees,

Moving about as in a gentle wind,

Which, in a wink, to watery gauze refin'd,

Pour'd into shapes of curtain'd canopies,

Spangled, and rich with liquid broideries
Of flowers, peacocks, swans, and naiads fair.

Swifter than lightning went these wonders rare;

And then the water, into stubborn streams

Collecting, mimick'd the wrought oaken beams,

Pillars, and frieze, and high fantastic roof,

Of those dusk places in times far aloof

Cathedrals call'd. He bade a loth farewel

To these founts Protean, passing gulph, and dell,

And torrent, and ten thousand jutting shapes,

Half seen through deepest gloom, and griesly gapes,
Blackening on every side, and overhead

A vaulted dome like Heaven's, far bespread

With starlight gems: aye, all so huge and strange,

The solitary felt a hurried change

Working within him into something dreary,–

Vex'd like a morning eagle, lost, and weary,

And purblind amid foggy, midnight wolds.

But he revives at once: for who beholds

New sudden things, nor casts his mental slough?

Forth from a rugged arch, in the dusk below,
Came mother Cybele! alone–alone–

In sombre chariot; dark foldings thrown

About her majesty, and front death-pale,

With turrets crown'd. Four maned lions hale

The sluggish wheels; solemn their toothed maws,

Their surly eyes brow-hidden, heavy paws

Uplifted drowsily, and nervy tails

Cowering their tawny brushes. Silent sails

This shadowy queen athwart, and faints away

In another gloomy arch.650
Wherefore delay,

Young traveller, in such a mournful place?

Art thou wayworn, or canst not further trace

The diamond path? And does it indeed end

Abrupt in middle air? Yet earthward bend

Thy forehead, and to Jupiter cloud-borne

Call ardently! He was indeed wayworn;

Abrupt, in middle air, his way was lost;

To cloud-borne Jove he bowed, and there crost

Towards him a large eagle, 'twixt whose wings,
Without one impious word, himself he flings,

Committed to the darkness and the gloom:

Down, down, uncertain to what pleasant doom,

Swift as a fathoming plummet down he fell

Through unknown things; till exhaled asphodel,

And rose, with spicy fannings interbreath'd,

Came swelling forth where little caves were wreath'd

So thick with leaves and mosses, that they seem'd

Large honey-combs of green, and freshly teem'd

With airs delicious. In the greenest nook
The eagle landed him, and farewel took.

It was a jasmine bower, all bestrown

With golden moss. His every sense had grown

Ethereal for pleasure; 'bove his head

Flew a delight half-graspable; his tread

Was Hesperean; to his capable ears

Silence was music from the holy spheres;

A dewy luxury was in his eyes;

The little flowers felt his pleasant sighs

And stirr'd them faintly. Verdant cave and cell
He wander'd through, oft wondering at such swell

Of sudden exaltation: but, "Alas!

Said he, "will all this gush of feeling pass

Away in solitude? And must they wane,

Like melodies upon a sandy plain,

Without an echo? Then shall I be left

So sad, so melancholy, so bereft!

Yet still I feel immortal! O my love,

My breath of life, where art thou? High above,

Dancing before the morning gates of heaven?
Or keeping watch among those starry seven,

Old Atlas' children? Art a maid of the waters,

One of shell-winding Triton's bright-hair'd daughters?

Or art, impossible! a nymph of Dian's,

Weaving a coronal of tender scions

For very idleness? Where'er thou art,

Methinks it now is at my will to start

Into thine arms; to scare Aurora's train,

And snatch thee from the morning; o'er the main

To scud like a wild bird, and take thee off
From thy sea-foamy cradle; or to doff

Thy shepherd vest, and woo thee mid fresh leaves.

No, no, too eagerly my soul deceives

Its powerless self: I know this cannot be.

O let me then by some sweet dreaming flee

To her entrancements: hither sleep awhile!

Hither most gentle sleep! and soothing foil

For some few hours the coming solitude."

Thus spake he, and that moment felt endued

With power to dream deliciously; so wound
Through a dim passage, searching till he found

The smoothest mossy bed and deepest, where

He threw himself, and just into the air

Stretching his indolent arms, he took, O bliss!

A naked waist: "Fair Cupid, whence is this?"

A well-known voice sigh'd, "Sweetest, here am I!"

At which soft ravishment, with doating cry

They trembled to each other.–Helicon!

O fountain'd hill! Old Homer's Helicon!

That thou wouldst spout a little streamlet o'er
These sorry pages; then the verse would soar

And sing above this gentle pair, like lark

Over his nested young: but all is dark

Around thine aged top, and thy clear fount

Exhales in mists to heaven. Aye, the count

Of mighty Poets is made up; the scroll

Is folded by the Muses; the bright roll

Is in Apollo's hand: our dazed eyes

Have seen a new tinge in the western skies:

The world has done its duty. Yet, oh yet,
Although the sun of poesy is set,

These lovers did embrace, and we must weep

That there is no old power left to steep

A quill immortal in their joyous tears.

Long time in silence did their anxious fears

Question that thus it was; long time they lay

Fondling and kissing every doubt away;

Long time ere soft caressing sobs began

To mellow into words, and then there ran

Two bubbling springs of talk from their sweet lips.
"O known Unknown! from whom my being sips

Such darling essence, wherefore may I not

Be ever in these arms? in this sweet spot

Pillow my chin for ever? ever press

These toying hands and kiss their smooth excess?

Why not for ever and for ever feel

That breath about my eyes? Ah, thou wilt steal

Away from me again, indeed, indeed–

Thou wilt be gone away, and wilt not heed

My lonely madness. Speak, my kindest fair!
Is–is it to be so? No! Who will dare

To pluck thee from me? And, of thine own will,

Full well I feel thou wouldst not leave me. Still

Let me entwine thee surer, surer–now

How can we part? Elysium! who art thou?

Who, that thou canst not be for ever here,

Or lift me with thee to some starry sphere?

Enchantress! tell me by this soft embrace,

By the most soft completion of thy face,

Those lips, O slippery blisses, twinkling eyes,
And by these tenderest, milky sovereignties–

These tenderest, and by the nectar-wine,

The passion"—"O lov'd Ida the divine!

Endymion! dearest! Ah, unhappy me!

His soul will 'scape us–O felicity!

How he does love me! His poor temples beat

To the very tune of love–how sweet, sweet, sweet.

Revive, dear youth, or I shall faint and die;

Revive, or these soft hours will hurry by

In tranced dulness; speak, and let that spell
Affright this lethargy! I cannot quell

Its heavy pressure, and will press at least

My lips to thine, that they may richly feast

Until we taste the life of love again.

What! dost thou move? dost kiss? O bliss! O pain!

I love thee, youth, more than I can conceive;

And so long absence from thee doth bereave

My soul of any rest: yet must I hence:

Yet, can I not to starry eminence

Uplift thee; nor for very shame can own
Myself to thee. Ah, dearest, do not groan

Or thou wilt force me from this secrecy,

And I must blush in heaven. O that I

Had done it already; that the dreadful smiles

At my lost brightness, my impassion'd wiles,

Had waned from Olympus' solemn height,

And from all serious Gods; that our delight

Was quite forgotten, save of us alone!

And wherefore so ashamed? 'Tis but to atone

For endless pleasure, by some coward blushes:
Yet must I be a coward!–Honour rushes

Too palpable before me–the sad look

Of Jove–Minerva's start–no bosom shook

With awe of purity–no Cupid pinion

In reverence veiled–my
crystalline dominion

Half lost, and all old hymns made nullity!

But what is this to love? O I could fly

With thee into the ken of heavenly powers,

So thou wouldst thus, for many sequent hours,

Press me so sweetly. Now I swear at once
That I am wise, that Pallas is a dunce–

Perhaps her love like mine is but unknown–

O I do think that I have been alone

In chastity: yes, Pallas has been sighing,

While every eye saw me my hair uptying

With fingers cool as aspen leaves. Sweet love,

I was as vague as solitary dove,

Nor knew that nests were built. Now a soft kiss–

Aye, by that kiss, I vow an endless bliss,

An immortality of passion's thine:
Ere long I will exalt thee to the shine

Of heaven ambrosial; and we will shade

Ourselves whole summers by a river glade;

And I will tell thee stories of the sky,

And breathe thee whispers of its minstrelsy.

My happy love will overwing all bounds!

O let me melt into thee; let the sounds

Of our close voices marry at their birth;

Let us entwine hoveringly–O dearth

Of human words! roughness of mortal speech!
Lispings empyrean will I sometime teach

Thine honied tongue–lute-breathings, which I gasp

To have thee understand, now while I clasp

Thee thus, and weep for fondness–I am pain'd,

Endymion: woe! woe! is grief contain'd

In the very deeps of pleasure, my sole life?"–

Hereat, with many sobs, her gentle strife

Melted into a languor. He return'd

Entranced vows and tears.
Ye who have yearn'd830

With too much passion, will here stay and pity,

For the mere sake of truth; as 'tis a ditty

Not of these days, but long ago 'twas told

By a cavern wind unto a forest old;

And then the forest told it in a dream

To a sleeping lake, whose cool and level gleam

A poet caught as he was journeying

To Phœbus' shrine; and in it he did fling

His weary limbs, bathing an hour's space,

And after, straight in that inspired place
He sang the story up into the air,

Giving it universal freedom. There

Has it been ever sounding for those ears

Whose tips are glowing hot. The legend cheers

Yon centinel stars; and he who listens to it

Must surely be self-doomed or he will rue it:

For quenchless burnings come upon the heart,

Made fiercer by a fear lest any part

Should be engulphed in the eddying wind.

As much as here is penn'd doth always find
A resting place, thus much comes clear and plain;

Anon the strange voice is upon the wane–

And 'tis but echo'd from departing sound,

That the fair visitant at last unwound

Her gentle limbs, and left the youth asleep.–

Thus the tradition of the gusty deep.

Now turn we to our former chroniclers.–

Endymion awoke, that grief of hers

Sweet paining on his ear: he sickly guess'd

How lone he was once more, and sadly press'd
His empty arms together, hung his head,

And most forlorn upon that widow'd bed

Sat silently. Love's madness he had known:

Often with more than tortured lion's groan

Moanings had burst from him; but now that rage

Had pass'd away: no longer did he wage

A rough-voic'd war against the dooming stars.

No, he had felt too much for such harsh jars:

The lyre of his soul Eolian tun'd

Forgot all violence, and but commun'd
With melancholy thought: O he had swoon'd

Drunken from pleasure's nipple; and his love

Henceforth was dove-like.–Loth was he to move

From the imprinted couch, and when he did,

'Twas with slow, languid paces, and face hid

In muffling hands. So temper'd, out he stray'd

Half seeing visions that might have dismay'd

Alecto's serpents; ravishments more keen

Than Hermes' pipe, when anxious he did lean

Over eclipsing eyes: and at the last
It was a sounding grotto, vaulted, vast,

O'er studded with a thousand, thousand pearls,

And crimson mouthed shells with stubborn curls,

Of every shape and size, even to the bulk

In which whales arbour close, to brood and sulk

Against an endless storm. Moreover too,

Fish-semblances, of green and azure hue,

Ready to snort their streams. In this cool wonder

Endymion sat down, and 'gan to ponder

On all his life: his youth, up to the day
When 'mid acclaim, and feasts, and garlands gay,

He stept upon his shepherd throne: the look

Of his white palace in wild forest nook,

And all the revels he had lorded there:

Each tender maiden whom he once thought fair,

With every friend and fellow-woodlander–

Pass'd like a dream before him. Then the spur

Of the old bards to mighty deeds: his plans

To nurse the golden age 'mong shepherd clans:

That wondrous night: the great Pan-festival:
His sister's sorrow; and his wanderings all,

Until into the earth's deep maw he rush'd:

Then all its buried magic, till it flush'd

High with excessive love. "And now," thought he,

"How long must I remain in jeopardy

Of blank amazements that amaze no more?

Now I have tasted her sweet soul to the core

All other depths are shallow: essences,

Once spiritual, are like muddy lees,

Meant but to fertilize my earthly root,
And make my branches lift a golden fruit

Into the bloom of heaven: other light,

Though it be quick and sharp enough to blight

The Olympian eagle's vision, is dark,

Dark as the parentage of chaos. Hark!

My silent thoughts are echoing from these shells;

Or they are but the ghosts, the dying swells

Of noises far away?–list!"–Hereupon

He kept an anxious ear. The humming tone

Came louder, and behold, there as he lay,
On either side outgush'd, with misty spray,

A copious spring; and both together dash'd

Swift, mad, fantastic round the rocks, and lash'd

Among the conchs and shells of the lofty grot,

Leaving a trickling dew. At last they shot

Down from the ceiling's height, pouring a noise

As of some breathless racers whose hopes poize

Upon the last few steps, and with spent force

Along the ground they took a winding course.

Endymion follow'd–for it seem'd that one
Ever pursued, the other strove to shun–

Follow'd their languid mazes, till well nigh

He had left thinking of the mystery,–

And was now rapt in tender hoverings

Over the vanish'd bliss. Ah! what is it sings

His dream away? What melodies are these?

They sound as through the whispering of trees,

Not native in such barren vaults. Give ear!

"O Arethusa, peerless nymph! why fear

Such tenderness as mine? Great Dian, why,
Why didst thou hear her prayer? O that I

Were rippling round her dainty fairness now,

Circling about her waist, and striving how

To entice her to a dive! then stealing in

Between her luscious lips and eyelids thin.

O that her shining hair was in the sun,

And I distilling from it thence to run

In amorous rillets down her shrinking form!

To linger on her lily shoulders, warm

Between her kissing breasts, and every charm
Touch raptur'd!–See how painfully I flow:

Fair maid, be pitiful to my great woe.

Stay, stay thy weary course, and let me lead,

A happy wooer, to the flowery mead

Where all that beauty snar'd me."–"Cruel god,

Desist! or my offended mistress' nod

Will stagnate all thy fountains:–tease me not

With syren words–Ah, have I really got

Such power to madden thee? And is it true–

Away, away, or I shall dearly rue
My very thoughts: in mercy then away,

Kindest Alpheus, for should I obey

My own dear will, 'twould be a deadly bane."–

"O, Oread-Queen! would that thou hadst a pain

Like this of mine, then would I fearless turn

And be a criminal."–"Alas, I burn,

I shudder–gentle river, get thee hence.

Alpheus! thou enchanter! every sense

Of mine was once made perfect in these woods.

Fresh breezes, bowery lawns, and innocent floods,
Ripe fruits, and lonely couch, contentment gave;

But ever since I heedlessly did lave

In thy deceitful stream, a panting glow

Grew strong within me: wherefore serve me so,

And call it love? Alas, 'twas cruelty.

Not once more did I close my happy eyes

Amid the thrush's song. Away! Avaunt!

O 'twas a cruel thing."–"Now thou dost taunt

So softly, Arethusa, that I think

If thou wast playing on my shady brink,
Thou wouldst bathe once again. Innocent maid!

Stifle thine heart no more:–nor be afraid

Of angry powers: there are deities

Will shade us with their wings. Those fitful sighs

'Tis almost death to hear: O let me pour

A dewy balm upon them!–fear no more,

Sweet Arethusa! Dian's self must feel

Sometimes these very pangs. Dear maiden, steal

Blushing into my soul, and let us fly

These dreary caverns for the open sky.
I will delight thee all my winding course,

From the green sea up to my hidden source

About Arcadian forests; and will shew

The channels where my coolest waters flow

Through mossy rocks; where, 'mid exuberant green,

I roam in pleasant darkness, more unseen

Than Saturn in his exile; where I brim

Round flowery islands, and take thence a skim

Of mealy sweets, which myriads of bees

Buzz from their honied wings: and thou shouldst please

Thyself to choose the richest, where we might
Be incense-pillow'd every summer night.

Doff all sad fears, thou white deliciousness,

And let us be thus comforted; unless

Thou couldst rejoice to see my hopeless stream

Hurry distracted from Sol's temperate beam,

And pour to death along some hungry sands."–

"What can I do, Alpheus? Dian stands

Severe before me: persecuting fate!

Unhappy Arethusa! thou wast late
A huntress free in"–At this, sudden fell

Those two sad streams adown a fearful dell.

The Latmian listen'd, but he heard no more,

Save echo, faint repeating o'er and o'er

The name of Arethusa. On the verge

Of that dark gulph he wept, and said: "I urge

Thee, gentle Goddess of my pilgrimage,

By our eternal hopes, to soothe, to assuage,

If thou art powerful, these lovers pains;

And make them happy in some happy plains.

He turn'd–there was a whelming sound–he stept,

There was a cooler light; and so he kept

Towards it by a sandy path, and lo!

More suddenly than doth a moment go,

The visions of the earth were gone and fled–

He saw the giant sea above his head.



There are who lord it o'er their fellow-men

With most prevailing tinsel: who unpen

Their baaing vanities, to browse away

The comfortable green and juicy hay

From human pastures; or, O torturing fact!

Who, through an idiot blink, will see unpack'd

Fire-branded foxes to sear up and singe

Our gold and ripe-ear'd hopes. With not one tinge

Of sanctuary splendour, not a sight

Able to face an owl's, they still are dight

By the blear-eyed nations in empurpled vests,

And crowns, and turbans. With unladen breasts,

Save of blown self-applause, they proudly mount

To their spirit's perch, their being's high account,

Their tiptop nothings, their dull skies, their thrones–

Amid the fierce intoxicating tones

Of trumpets, shoutings, and belabour'd drums,

And sudden cannon. All! how all this hums,

In wakeful ears, like uproar past and gone–

Like thunder clouds that spake to Babylon,
And set those old Chaldeans to their tasks.–

Are then regalities all gilded masks?

No, there are throned seats unscalable

But by a patient wing, a constant spell,

Or by ethereal things that, unconfin'd,

Can make a ladder of the eternal wind,

And poise about in cloudy thunder-tents

To watch the abysm-birth of elements.

Aye, 'bove the withering of old-lipp'd Fate

A thousand Powers keep religious state,
In water, fiery realm, and airy bourne;

And, silent as a consecrated urn,

Hold sphery sessions for a season due.

Yet few of these far majesties, ah, few!

Have bared their operations to this globe–

Few, who with gorgeous pageantry enrobe

Our piece of heaven–whose benevolence

Shakes hand with our own Ceres; every sense

Filling with spiritual sweets to plenitude,

As bees gorge full their cells. And, by the feud
'Twixt Nothing and Creation, I here swear,

Eterne Apollo! that thy Sister fair

Is of all these the gentlier-mightiest.

When thy gold breath is misting in the west,

She unobserved steals unto her throne,

And there she sits most meek and most alone;

As if she had not pomp subservient;

As if thine eye, high Poet! was not bent

Towards her with the Muses in thine heart;

As if the ministring stars kept not apart,
Waiting for silver-footed messages.

O Moon! the oldest shades 'mong oldest trees

Feel palpitations when thou lookest in:

O Moon! old boughs lisp forth a holier din

The while they feel thine airy fellowship.

Thou dost bless every where, with silver lip

Kissing dead things to life. The sleeping kine,

Couched in thy brightness, dream of fields divine:

Innumerable mountains rise, and rise,

Ambitious for the hallowing of thine eyes;
And yet thy benediction passeth not

One obscure hiding-place, one little spot

Where pleasure may be sent: the nested wren

Has thy fair face within its tranquil ken,

And from beneath a sheltering ivy leaf

Takes glimpses of thee; thou art a relief

To the poor patient oyster, where it sleeps

Within its pearly house.–The mighty deeps,

The monstrous sea is thine–the myriad sea!

O Moon! far-spooming Ocean bows to thee,
And Tellus feels
his forehead's cumbrous load.

Cynthia! where art thou now? What far abode

Of green or silvery bower doth enshrine

Such utmost beauty? Alas, thou dost pine

For one as sorrowful: thy cheek is pale

For one whose cheek is pale: thou dost bewail

His tears, who weeps for thee. Where dost thou sigh?

Ah! surely that light peeps from Vesper's eye,

Or what a thing is love! 'Tis She, but lo!

How chang'd, how full of ache, how gone in woe!
She dies at the thinnest cloud; her loveliness

Is wan on Neptune's blue: yet there's a stress

Of love-spangles, just off yon cape of trees,

Dancing upon the waves, as if to please

The curly foam with amorous influence.

O, not so idle: for down-glancing thence

She fathoms eddies, and runs wild about

O'erwhelming water-courses; scaring out

The thorny sharks from hiding-holes, and fright'ning

Their savage eyes with unaccustomed lightning.
Where will the splendor be content to reach?

O love! how potent hast thou been to teach

Strange journeyings! Wherever beauty dwells,

In gulf or aerie, mountains or deep dells,

In light, in gloom, in star or blazing sun,

Thou pointest out the way, and straight 'tis won.

Amid his toil thou gav'st Leander breath;

Thou leddest Orpheus through the gleams of death;

Thou madest Pluto bear thin element;

And now, O winged Chieftain! them hast sent
A moon-beam to the deep, deep water-world,

To find Endymion.
On gold sand impearl'd

With lily shells, and pebbles milky white,

Poor Cynthia greeted him, and sooth'd her light

Against his pallid face: he felt the charm

To breathlessness, and suddenly a warm

Of his heart's blood: 'twas very sweet; he stay'd

His wandering steps, and half-entranced laid

His head upon a tuft of straggling weeds,
To taste the gentle moon, and freshening beads,

Lashed from the crystal roof by fishes' tails.

And so he kept, until the rosy veils

Mantling the east, by Aurora's peering hand

Were lifted from the water's breast, and faun'd

Into sweet air; and sober'd morning came

Meekly through billows:–when like taper-flame

Left sudden by a dallying breath of air,

He rose in silence, and once more 'gan fare

Along his fated way.120
Far had he roam'd,

With nothing save the hollow vast, that foam'd

Above, around, and at his feet; save things

More dead than Morpheus' imaginings:

Old rusted anchors, helmets, breast-plates large

Of gone sea-warriors; brazen beaks and targe;

Rudders that for a hundred years had lost

The sway of human hand; gold vase emboss'd

With long-forgotten story, and wherein

No reveller had ever dipp'd a chin
But those of Saturn's vintage; mouldering scrolls,

Writ in the tongue of heaven, by those souls

Who first were on the earth; and sculptures rude

In ponderous stone, developing the mood

Of ancient Nox;–then skeletons of man,

Of beast, behemoth, and leviathan,

And elephant, and eagle, and huge jaw

Of nameless monster. A cold leaden awe

These secrets struck into him; and unless

Dian had chaced away that heaviness,
He might have died: but now, with cheered feel,

He onward kept; wooing these thoughts to steal

About the labyrinth in his soul of love.

"What is there in thee, Moon! that thou shouldst move

My heart so potently? When yet a child

I oft have dried my tears when thou hast smil'd.

Thou seem'dst my sister: hand in hand we went

From eve to morn across the firmament.

No apples would I gather from the tree,

Till thou hadst cool'd their cheeks deliciously:
No tumbling water ever spake romance,

But when my eyes with thine thereon could dance:

No woods were green enough, no bower divine,

Until thou liftedst up thine eyelids fine:

In sowing time ne'er would I dibble take,

Or drop a seed, till thou wast wide awake;

And, in the summer tide of blossoming,

No one but thee hath heard me blithly sing

And mesh my dewy flowers all the night.

No melody was like a passing spright
If it went not to solemnize thy reign.

Yes, in my boyhood, every joy and pain

By thee were fashion'd to the self-same end;

And as I grew in years, still didst thou blend

With all my ardours: thou wast the deep glen;

Thou wast the mountain-top–the sage's pen–

The poet's harp–the voice of friends–the sun;

Thou wast the river–thou wast glory won;

Thou wast my clarion's blast–thou wast my steed–

My goblet full of wine–my topmost deed:–
Thou wast the charm of women, lovely Moon!

O what a wild and harmonized tune

My spirit struck from all the beautiful!

On some bright essence could I lean, and lull

Myself to immortality: I prest

Nature's soft pillow in a wakeful rest.

But, gentle Orb! there came a nearer bliss–

My strange love came–Felicity's abyss!

She came, and thou didst fade, and fade away–

Yet not entirely; no, thy starry sway

Has been an under-passion to this hour.

Now I begin to feel thine orby power

Is coming fresh upon me: O be kind,

Keep back thine influence, and do not blind

My sovereign vision.–Dearest love, forgive

That I can think away from thee and live!–

Pardon me, airy planet, that I prize

One thought beyond thine argent luxuries!

How far beyond!" At this a surpris'd start

Frosted the springing verdure of his heart;
For as he lifted up his eyes to swear

How his own goddess was past all things fair,

He saw far in the concave green of the sea

An old man sitting calm and peacefully.

Upon a weeded rock this old man sat,

And his white hair was awful, and a mat

Of weeds were cold beneath his cold thin feet;

And, ample as the largest winding-sheet,

A cloak of blue wrapp'd up his aged bones,

O'erwrought with symbols by the deepest groans
Of ambitious magic: every ocean-form

Was woven in with black distinctness; storm,

And calm, and whispering, and hideous roar

Were emblem'd in the woof; with every shape

That skims, or dives, or sleeps, 'twixt cape and cape.

The gulphing whale was like a dot in the spell,

Yet look upon it, and 'twould size and swell

To its huge self; and the minutest fish

Would pass the very hardest gazer's wish,

And shew his little eye's anatomy.
Then there was pictur'd the regality

Of Neptune; and the sea nymphs round his state,

In beauteous vassalage, look up and wait.

Beside this old man lay a pearly wand,

And in his lap a book, the which he conn'd

So stedfastly, that the new denizen

Had time to keep him in amazed ken,

To mark these shadowings, and stand in awe.

The old man rais'd his hoary head and saw

The wilder'd stranger–seeming not to see,
His features were so lifeless. Suddenly

He woke as from a trance; his snow-white brows

Went arching up, and like two magic ploughs

Furrow'd deep wrinkles in his forehead large,

Which kept as fixedly as rocky marge,

Till round his wither'd lips had gone a smile.

Then up he rose, like one whose tedious toil

Had watch'd for years in forlorn hermitage,

Who had not from mid-life to utmost age

Eas'd in one accent his o'er-burden'd soul,
Even to the trees. He rose: he grasp'd his stole,

With convuls'd clenches waving it abroad,

And in a voice of solemn joy, that aw'd

Echo into oblivion, he said:–

"Thou art the man! Now shall I lay my head

In peace upon my watery pillow: now

Sleep will come smoothly to my weary brow.

O Jove! I shall be young again, be young!

O shell-borne Neptune, I am pierc'd and stung

With new-born life! What shall I do? Where go,
When I have cast this serpent-skin of woe?–

I'll swim to the syrens, and one moment listen

Their melodies, and see their long hair glisten;

Anon upon that giant's arm I'll be,

That writhes about the roots of Sicily:

To northern seas I'll in a twinkling sail,

And mount upon the snortings of a whale

To some black cloud; thence down I'll madly sweep

On forked lightning, to the deepest deep,

Where through some sucking pool I will be hurl'd
With rapture to the other side of the world!

O, I am full of gladness! Sisters three,

I bow full hearted to your old decree!

Yes, every god be thank'd, and power benign,

For I no more shall wither, droop, and pine.

Thou art the man!" Endymion started back

Dismay'd; and, like a wretch from whom the rack

Tortures hot breath, and speech of agony,

Mutter'd: "What lonely death am I to die

In this cold region? Will he let me freeze,
And float my brittle limbs o'er polar seas?

Or will he touch me with his searing hand,

And leave a black memorial on the sand?

Or tear me piece-meal with a bony saw,

And keep me as a chosen food to draw

His magian fish through hated fire and flame?

O misery of hell! resistless, tame,

Am I to be burnt up? No, I will shout,

Until the gods through heaven's blue look out!–

O Tartarus! but some few days agone
Her soft arms were entwining me, and on

Her voice I hung like fruit among green leaves:

Her lips were all my own, and–ah, ripe sheaves

Of happiness! ye on the stubble droop,

But never may be garner'd. I must stoop

My head, and kiss death's foot. Love! love, farewel!

Is there no hope from thee? This horrid spell

Would melt at thy sweet breath.–By Dian's hind

Feeding from her white fingers, on the wind

I see thy streaming hair! and now, by Pan,
I care not for this old mysterious man!"

He spake, and walking to that aged form,

Look'd high defiance. Lo! his heart 'gan warm

With pity, for the grey-hair'd creature wept.

Had he then wrong'd a heart where sorrow kept?

Had he, though blindly contumelious, brought

Rheum to kind eyes, a sting to human thought,

Convulsion to a mouth of many years?

He had in truth; and he was ripe for tears.

The penitent shower fell, as down he knelt
Before that care-worn sage, who trembling felt

About his large dark locks, and faultering spake:

"Arise, good youth, for sacred Phœbus' sake!

I know thine inmost bosom, and I feel

A very brother's yearning for thee steal

Into mine own: for why? thou openest

The prison gates that have so long opprest

My weary watching. Though thou know'st it not,

Thou art commission'd to this fated spot

For great enfranchisement. O weep no more;
I am a friend to love, to loves of yore:

Aye, hadst thou never lov'd an unknown power,

I had been grieving at this joyous hour.

But even now most miserable old,

I saw thee, and my blood no longer cold

Gave mighty pulses: in this tottering case

Grew a new heart, which at this moment plays

As dancingly as thine. Be not afraid,

For thou shalt hear this secret all display'd,

Now as we speed towards our joyous task."

So saying, this young soul in age's mask

Went forward with the Carian side by side:

Resuming quickly thus; while ocean's tide

Hung swollen at their backs, and jewel'd sands

Took silently their foot-prints.
"My soul stands

Now past the midway from mortality,

And so I can prepare without a sigh

To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain.

I was a fisher once, upon this main,
And my boat danc'd in every creek and bay;

Rough billows were my home by night and day,–

The sea-gulls not more constant; for I had

No housing from the storm and tempests mad,

But hollow rocks,–and they were palaces

Of silent happiness, of slumberous ease:

Long years of misery have told me so.

Aye, thus it was one thousand years ago.

One thousand years!–Is it then possible

To look so plainly through them? to dispel
A thousand years with backward glance sublime?

To breathe away as 'twere all scummy slime

From off a crystal pool, to see its deep,

And one's own image from the bottom peep?

Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall,

My long captivity and moanings all

Are but a slime, a thin-pervading scum,

The which I breathe away, and thronging come

Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures.

"I touch'd no lute, I sang not, trod no measures:

I was a lonely youth on desert shores.
My sports were lonely, 'mid continuous roars,

And craggy isles, and sea-mew's plaintive cry

Plaining discrepant between sea and sky.

Dolphins were still my playmates; shapes unseen

Would let me feel their scales of gold and green,

Nor be my desolation; and, full oft,

When a dread waterspout had rear'd aloft

Its hungry hugeness, seeming ready ripe

To burst with hoarsest thunderings, and wipe
My life away like a vast sponge of fate,

Some friendly monster, pitying my sad state,

Has dived to its foundations, gulph'd it down,

And left me tossing safely. But the crown

Of all my life was utmost quietude:

More did I love to lie in cavern rude,

Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice,

And if it came at last, hark, and rejoice!

There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer

My skiff along green shelving coasts, to hear
The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep,

Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep:

And never was a day of summer shine,

But I beheld its birth upon the brine:

For I would watch all night to see unfold

Heaven's gates, and Æthon snort his morning gold

Wide o'er the swelling streams: and constantly

At brim of day-tide, on some grassy lea,

My nets would be spread out, and I at rest.

The poor folk of the sea-country I blest
With daily boon of fish most delicate:

They knew not whence this bounty, and elate

Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach.

"Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach

At things which, but for thee, O Latmian!

Had been my dreary death? Fool! I began

To feel distemper'd longings: to desire

The utmost privilege that ocean's sire

Could grant in benediction: to be free

Of all his kingdom. Long in misery
I wasted, ere in one extremest fit

I plung'd for life or death. To interknit

One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff

Might seem a work of pain; so not enough

Can I admire how crystal-smooth it felt,

And buoyant round my limbs. At first I dwelt

Whole days and days in sheer astonishment;

Forgetful utterly of self-intent;

Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow.

Then, like a new fledg'd bird that first doth shew
His spreaded feathers to the morrow chill,

I tried in fear the pinions of my will.

'Twas freedom! and at once I visited

The ceaseless wonders of this ocean-bed.

No need to tell thee of them, for I see

That thou hast been a witness–it must be–

For these I know thou canst not feel a drouth,

By the melancholy corners of that mouth.

So I will in my story straightway pass

To more immediate matter. Woe, alas!
That love should be my bane! Ah, Scylla fair!

Why did poor Glaucus ever–ever dare

To sue thee to his heart? Kind stranger-youth!

I lov'd her to the very white of truth,

And she would not conceive it. Timid thing!

She fled me swift as sea-bird on the wing,

Round every isle, and point, and promontory,

From where large Hercules wound up his story

Far as Egyptian Nile. My passion grew

The more, the more I saw her dainty hue
Gleam delicately through the azure clear:

Until 'twas too fierce agony to bear;

And in that agony, across my grief

It flash'd, that Circe might find some relief–

Cruel enchantress! So above the water

I rear'd my head, and look'd for Phœbus' daughter.

Ææa's isle was wondering at the moon:–

It seem'd to whirl around me, and a swoon

Left me dead-drifting to that fatal power.

"When I awoke, 'twas in a twilight bower;
Just when the light of morn, with hum of bees,

Stole through its verdurous matting of fresh trees.

How sweet, and sweeter! for I heard a lyre,

And over it a sighing voice expire.

It ceased–I caught light footsteps; and anon

The fairest face that morn e'er look'd upon

Push'd through a screen of roses. Starry Jove!

With tears, and smiles, and honey-words she wove

A net whose thraldom was more bliss than all

The range of flower'd Elysium. Thus did fall
The dew of her rich speech: "Ah! Art awake?

O let me hear thee speak, for Cupid's sake!

I am so oppress'd with joy! Why, I have shed

An urn of tears, as though thou wert cold dead;

And now I find thee living, I will pour

From these devoted eyes their silver store,

Until exhausted of the latest drop,

So it will pleasure thee, and force thee stop

Here, that I too may live: but if beyond

Such cool and sorrowful offerings, thou art fond
Of soothing warmth, of dalliance supreme;

If thou art ripe to taste a long love dream;

If smiles, if dimples, tongues for ardour mute,

Hang in thy vision like a tempting fruit,

O let me pluck it for thee." Thus she link'd

Her charming syllables, till indistinct

Their music came to my o'er-sweeten'd soul;

And then she hover'd over me, and stole

So near, that if no nearer it had been

This furrow'd visage thou hadst never seen.

"Young man of Latmos! thus particular

Am I, that thou may'st plainly see how far

This fierce temptation went: and thou may'st not

Exclaim, How then, was Scylla quite forgot?

"Who could resist? Who in this universe?

She did so breathe ambrosia; so immerse

My fine existence in a golden clime.

She took me like a child of suckling time,

And cradled me in roses. Thus condemn'd,

The current of my former life was stemm'd,
And to this arbitrary queen of sense

I bow'd a tranced vassal: nor would thence

Have mov'd, even though Amphion's harp had woo'd

Me back to Scylla o'er the billows rude.

For as Apollo each eve doth devise

A new appareling for western skies;

So every eve, nay every spendthrift hour

Shed balmy consciousness within that bower.

And I was free of haunts umbrageous;

Could wander in the mazy forest-house

Of squirrels, foxes shy, and antler'd deer,

And birds from coverts innermost and drear

Warbling for very joy mellifluous sorrow–

To me new born delights!
"Now let me borrow,

For moments few, a temperament as stern

As Pluto's sceptre, that my words not burn

These uttering lips, while I in calm speech tell

How specious heaven was changed to real hell.

"One morn she left me sleeping: half awake
I sought for her smooth arms and lips, to slake

My greedy thirst with nectarous camel-draughts;

But she was gone. Whereat the barbed shafts

Of disappointment stuck in me so sore,

That out I ran and search'd the forest o'er.

Wandering about in pine and cedar gloom

Damp awe assail'd me; for there 'gan to boom

A sound of moan, an agony of sound,

Sepulchral from the distance all around.

Then came a conquering earth-thunder, and rumbled
That fierce complain to silence: while I stumbled

Down a precipitous path, as if impell'd.

I came to a dark valley.–Groanings swell'd

Poisonous about my ears, and louder grew,

The nearer I approach'd a flame's gaunt blue,

That glar'd before me through a thorny brake.

This fire, like the eye of gordian snake,

Bewitch'd me towards; and I soon was near

A sight too fearful for the feel of fear:

In thicket hid I curs'd the haggard scene–
The banquet of my arms, my arbour queen,

Seated upon an uptorn forest root;

And all around her shapes, wizard and brute,

Laughing, and wailing, groveling, serpenting,

Shewing tooth, tusk, and venom-bag, and sting!

O such deformities! Old Charon's self,

Should he give up awhile his penny pelf,

And take a dream 'mong rushes Stygian,

It could not be so phantasied. Fierce, wan,

And tyrannizing was the lady's look,
As over them a gnarled staff she shook.

Oft-times upon the sudden she laugh'd out,

And from a basket emptied to the rout

Clusters of grapes, the which they raven'd quick

And roar'd for more; with many a hungry lick

About their shaggy jaws. Avenging, slow,

Anon she took a branch of mistletoe,

And emptied on't a black dull-gurgling phial:

Groan'd one and all, as if some piercing trial

Was sharpening for their pitiable bones.
She lifted up the charm: appealing groans

From their poor breasts went sueing to her ear

In vain; remorseless as an infant's bier

She whisk'd against their eyes the sooty oil.

Whereat was heard a noise of painful toil,

Increasing gradual to a tempest rage,

Shrieks, yells, and groans of torture-pilgrimage;

Until their grieved bodies 'gan to bloat

And puff from the tail's end to stifled throat:

Then was appalling silence: then a sight
More wildering than all that hoarse affright;

For the whole herd, as by a whirlwind writhen,

Went through the dismal air like one huge Python

Antagonizing Boreas,–and so vanish'd.

Yet there was not a breath of wind: she banish'd

These phantoms with a nod. Lo! from the dark

Came waggish fauns, and nymphs, and satyrs stark,

With dancing and loud revelry,–and went

Swifter than centaurs after rapine bent.–

Sighing an elephant appear'd and bow'd
Before the fierce witch, speaking thus aloud

In human accent: "Potent goddess! chief

Of pains resistless! make my being brief,

Or let me from this heavy prison fly:

Or give me to the air, or let me die!

I sue not for my happy crown again;

I sue not for my phalanx on the plain;

I sue not for my lone, my widow'd wife;

I sue not for my ruddy drops of life,

My children fair, my lovely girls and boys!
I will forget them; I will pass these joys;

Ask nought so heavenward, so too–too high:

Only I pray, as fairest boon, to die,

Or be deliver'd from this cumbrous flesh,

From this gross, detestable, filthy mesh,

And merely given to the cold bleak air.

Have mercy, Goddess! Circe, feel my prayer!"

That curst magician's name fell icy numb

Upon my wild conjecturing: truth had come

Naked and sabre-like against my heart.
I saw a fury whetting a death-dart;

And my slain spirit, overwrought with fright,

Fainted away in that dark lair of night.

Think, my deliverer, how desolate

My waking must have been! disgust, and hate,

And terrors manifold divided me

A spoil amongst them. I prepar'd to flee

Into the dungeon core of that wild wood:

I fled three days–when lo! before me stood

Glaring the angry witch. O Dis, even now,
A clammy dew is beading on my brow,

At mere remembering her pale laugh, and curse.

"Ha! ha! Sir Dainty! there must be a nurse

Made of rose leaves and thistledown, express,

To cradle thee my sweet, and lull thee: yes,

I am too flinty-hard for thy nice touch:

My tenderest squeeze is but a giant's clutch.

So, fairy-thing, it shall have lullabies

Unheard of yet; and it shall still its cries

Upon some breast more lily-feminine.
Oh, no–it shall not pine, and pine, and pine

More than one pretty, trifling thousand years;

And then 'twere pity, but fate's gentle shears

Cut short its immortality. Sea-flirt!

Young dove of the waters! truly I'll not hurt

One hair of thine: see how I weep and sigh,

That our heart-broken parting is so nigh.

And must we part? Ah, yes, it must be so.

Yet ere thou leavest me in utter woe,

Let me sob over thee my last adieus,
And speak a blessing: Mark me! Thou hast thews

Immortal, for thou art of heavenly race:

But such a love is mine, that here I chase

Eternally away from thee all bloom

Of youth, and destine thee towards a tomb.

Hence shalt thou quickly to the watery vast;

And there, ere many days be overpast,

Disabled age shall seize thee; and even then

Thou shalt not go the way of aged men;

But live and wither, cripple and still breathe
Ten hundred years: which gone, I then bequeath

Thy fragile bones to unknown burial.

Adieu, sweet love, adieu!"–As shot stars fall,

She fled ere I could groan for mercy. Stung

And poisoned was my spirit: despair sung

A war-song of defiance 'gainst all hell.

A hand was at my shoulder to compel

My sullen steps; another 'fore my eyes

Moved on with pointed finger. In this guise

Enforced, at the last by ocean's foam
I found me; by my fresh, my native home.

Its tempering coolness, to my life akin,

Came salutary as I waded in;

And, with a blind voluptuous rage, I gave

Battle to the swollen billow-ridge, and drave

Large froth before me, while there yet remain'd

Hale strength, nor from my bones all marrow drain'd.

"Young lover, I must weep–such hellish spite

With dry cheek who can tell? While thus my might

Proving upon this element, dismay'd,
Upon a dead thing's face my hand I laid;

I look'd–'twas Scylla! Cursed, cursed Circe!

O vulture-witch, hast never heard of mercy?

Could not thy harshest vengeance be content,

But thou must nip this tender innocent

Because I lov'd her?–Cold, O cold indeed

Were her fair limbs, and like a common weed

The sea-swell took her hair. Dead as she was

I clung about her waist, nor ceas'd to pass

Fleet as an arrow through unfathom'd brine,
Until there shone a fabric crystalline,

Ribb'd and inlaid with coral, pebble, and pearl.

Headlong I darted; at one eager swirl

Gain'd its bright portal, enter'd, and behold!

'Twas vast, and desolate, and icy-cold;

And all around–But wherefore this to thee

Who in few minutes more thyself shalt see?–

I left poor Scylla in a niche and fled.

My fever'd parchings up, my scathing dread

Met palsy half way: soon these limbs became
Gaunt, wither'd, sapless, feeble, cramp'd, and lame.

"Now let me pass a cruel, cruel space,

Without one hope, without one faintest trace

Of mitigation, or redeeming bubble

Of colour'd phantasy; for I fear 'twould trouble

Thy brain to loss of reason: and next tell

How a restoring chance came down to quell

One half of the witch in me.
"On a day,

Sitting upon a rock above the spray,
I saw grow up from the horizon's brink

A gallant vessel: soon she seem'd to sink

Away from me again, as though her course

Had been resum'd in spite of hindering force–

So vanish'd: and not long, before arose

Dark clouds, and muttering of winds morose.

Old Eolus would stifle his mad spleen,

But could not: therefore all the billows green

Toss'd up the silver spume against the clouds.

The tempest came: I saw that vessel's shrouds
In perilous bustle; while upon the deck

Stood trembling creatures. I beheld the wreck;

The final gulphing; the poor struggling souls:

I heard their cries amid loud thunder-rolls.

O they had all been sav'd but crazed eld

Annull'd my vigorous cravings: and thus quell'd

And curb'd, think on't, O Latmian! did I sit

Writhing with pity, and a cursing fit

Against that hell-born Circe. The crew had gone,

By one and one, to pale oblivion;
And I was gazing on the surges prone,

With many a scalding tear and many a groan,

When at my feet emerg'd an old man's hand,

Grasping this scroll, and this same slender wand.

I knelt with pain–reached out my hand–had grasp'd

These treasures–touch'd the knuckles–they unclasp'd–

I caught a finger: but the downward weight

O'erpowered me–it sank. Then 'gan abate

The storm, and through chill aguish gloom outburst

The comfortable sun. I was athirst
To search the book, and in the warming air

Parted its dripping leaves with eager care.

Strange matters did it treat of, and drew on

My soul page after page, till well-nigh won

Into forgetfulness; when, stupefied,

I read these words, and read again, and tried

My eyes against the heavens, and read again.

O what a load of misery and pain

Each Atlas-line bore off!–a shine of hope

Came gold around me, cheering me to cope
Strenuous with hellish tyranny. Attend!

For thou hast brought their promise to an end.

"In the wide sea there lives a forlorn wretch,

Doom'd with enfeebled carcase to outstretch

His loath'd existence through ten centuries,

And then to die alone. Who can devise

A total opposition? No one. So

One million times ocean must ebb and flow,

And he oppressed. Yet he shall not die,

These things accomplish'd:–If he utterly

Scans all the depths of magic, and expounds

The meanings of all motions, shapes, and sounds;

If he explores all forms and substances

Straight homeward to their symbol-essences;

He shall not die. Moreover, and in chief,

He must pursue this task of joy and grief

Most piously;–all lovers tempest-tost,

And in the savage overwhelming lost,

He shall deposit side by side, until

Time's creeping shall the dreary space fulfil:

Which done, and all these labours ripened,

A youth, by heavenly power lov'd and led,

Shall stand before him; whom he shall direct

How to consummate all. The youth elect

Must do the thing, or both will be destroy'd.

"Then," cried the young Endymion, overjoy'd,

"We are twin brothers in this destiny!

Say, I intreat thee, what achievement high

Is, in this restless world, for me reserv'd.

What! if from thee my wandering feet had swerv'd,
Had we both perish'd?"–"Look!" the sage replied,

"Dost thou not mark a gleaming through the tide,

Of divers brilliances? 'tis the edifice

I told thee of, where lovely Scylla lies;

And where I have enshrined piously

All lovers, whom fell storms have doom'd to die

Throughout my bondage." Thus discoursing, on

They went till unobscur'd the porches shone;

Which hurryingly they gain'd, and enter'd straight.

Sure never since king Neptune held his state
Was seen such wonder underneath the stars.

Turn to some level plain where haughty Mars

Has legion'd all his battle; and behold

How every soldier, with firm foot, doth hold

His even breast: see, many steeled squares,

And rigid ranks of iron–whence who dares

One step? Imagine further, line by line,

These warrior thousands on the field supine:–

So in that crystal place, in silent rows,

Poor lovers lay at rest from joys and woes.–
The stranger from the mountains, breathless, trac'd

Such thousands of shut eyes in order plac'd;

Such ranges of white feet, and patient lips

All ruddy,–for here death no blossom nips.

He mark'd their brows and foreheads; saw their hair

Put sleekly on one side with nicest care;

And each one's gentle wrists, with reverence,

Put cross-wise to its heart.
"Let us commence,

Whisper'd the guide, stuttering with joy, even now."
He spake, and, trembling like an aspen-bough,

Began to tear his scroll in pieces small,

Uttering the while some mumblings funeral.

He tore it into pieces small as snow

That drifts unfeather'd when bleak northerns blow;

And having done it, took his dark blue cloak

And bound it round Endymion: then struck

His wand against the empty air times nine.–

"What more there is to do, young man, is thine:

But first a little patience; first undo
This tangled thread, and wind it to a clue.

Ah, gentle! 'tis as weak as spider's skein;

And shouldst thou break it–What, is it done so clean?

A power overshadows thee! Oh, brave!

The spite of hell is tumbling to its grave.

Here is a shell; 'tis pearly blank to me,

Nor mark'd with any sign or charactery–

Canst thou read aught? O read for pity's sake!

Olympus! we are safe! Now, Carian, break

This wand against yon lyre on the pedestal."

'Twas done: and straight with sudden swell and fall

Sweet music breath'd her soul away, and sigh'd

A lullaby to silence.–"Youth! now strew

These minced leaves on me, and passing through

Those files of dead, scatter the same around,

And thou wilt see the issue."–'Mid the sound

Of flutes and viols, ravishing his heart,

Endymion from Glaucus stood apart,

And scatter'd in his face some fragments light.

How lightning-swift the change! a youthful wight
Smiling beneath a coral diadem,

Out-sparkling sudden like an upturn'd gem,

Appear'd, and, stepping to a beauteous corse,

Kneel'd down beside it, and with tenderest force

Press'd its cold hand, and wept,–and Scylla sigh'd!

Endymion, with quick hand, the charm applied–

The nymph arose: he left them to their joy,

And onward went upon his high employ,

Showering those powerful fragments on the dead.

And, as he pass'd, each lifted up its head,
As doth a flower at Apollo's touch.

Death felt it to his inwards: 'twas too much:

Death fell a weeping in his charnel-house.

The Latmian persever'd along, and thus

All were re-animated. There arose

A noise of harmony, pulses and throes

Of gladness in the air–while many, who

Had died in mutual arms devout and true,

Sprang to each other madly; and the rest

Felt a high certainty of being blest.
They gaz'd upon Endymion. Enchantment

Grew drunken, and would have its head and bent.

Delicious symphonies, like airy flowers,

Budded, and swell'd, and, full-blown, shed full showers

Of light, soft, unseen leaves of sounds divine.

The two deliverers tasted a pure wine

Of happiness, from fairy-press ooz'd out.

Speechless they eyed each other, and about

The fair assembly wander'd to and fro,

Distracted with the richest overflow

Of joy that ever pour'd from heaven.

Shouted the new born god; "Follow, and pay

Our piety to Neptunus supreme!"–

Then Scylla, blushing sweetly from her dream,

They led on first, bent to her meek surprise,

Though portal columns of a giant size,

Into the vaulted, boundless emerald.

Joyous all follow'd, as the leader call'd,

Down marble steps; pouring as easily
As hour-glass sand,–and fast, as you might see

Swallows obeying the south summer's call,

Or swans upon a gentle waterfall.

Thus went that beautiful multitude, nor far,

Ere from among some rocks of glittering spar,

Just within ken, they saw descending thick

Another multitude. Whereat more quick

Moved either host. On a wide sand they met,

And of those numbers every eye was wet;

For each their old love found. A murmuring rose,
Like what was never heard in all the throes

Of wind and waters: 'tis past human wit

To tell; 'tis dizziness to think of it.

This mighty consummation made, the host

Mov'd on for many a league; and gain'd, and lost

Huge sea-marks; vanward swelling in array,

And from the rear diminishing away,–

Till a faint dawn surpris'd them. Glaucus cried,

"Behold! behold, the palace of his pride!

God Neptune's palaces!" With noise increas'd,
They shoulder'd on towards that brightening cast.

At every onward step proud domes arose

In prospect,–diamond gleams, and golden glows

Of amber 'gainst their faces levelling.

Joyous, and many as the leaves in spring,

Still onward; still the splendour gradual swell'd.

Rich opal domes were seen, on high upheld

By jasper pillars, letting through their shafts

A blush of coral. Copious wonder-draughts

Each gazer drank; and deeper drank more near:
For what poor mortals fragment up, as mere

As marble was there lavish, to the vast

Of one fair palace, that far far surpass'd,

Even for common bulk, those olden three,

Memphis, and Babylon, and Nineveh.

As large, as bright, as colour'd as the bow

Of Iris, when unfading it doth shew

Beyond a silvery shower, was the arch

Through which this Paphian army took its march,

Into the outer courts of Neptune's state:
Whence could be seen, direct, a golden gate,

To which the leaders sped; but not half raught

Ere it burst open swift as fairy thought,

And made those dazzled thousands veil their eyes

Like callow eagles at the first sunrise.

Soon with an eagle nativeness their gaze

Ripe from hue-golden swoons took all the blaze,

And then, behold! large Neptune on his throne

Of emerald deep: yet not exalt alone;

At his right hand stood winged Love, and on
His left sat smiling Beauty's paragon.

Far as the mariner on highest mast

Can see all round upon the calmed vast,

So wide was Neptune's hall: and as the blue

Doth vault the waters, so the waters drew

Their doming curtains, high, magnificent,

Aw'd from the throne aloof;–and when storm-rent

Disclos'd the thunder-gloomings in Jove's air;

But sooth'd as now, flash'd sudden everywhere,

Noiseless, sub-marine cloudlets, glittering
Death to a human eye: for there did spring

From natural west, and east, and south, and north,

A light as of four sunsets, blazing forth

A gold-green zenith 'bove the Sea-God's head.

Of lucid depth the floor, and far outspread

As breezeless lake, on which the slim canoe

Of feather'd Indian darts about, as through

The delicatest air: air verily,

But for the portraiture of clouds and sky:

This palace floor breath-air,–but for the amaze
Of deep-seen wonders motionless,–and blaze

Of the dome pomp, reflected in extremes,

Globing a golden sphere.
They stood in dreams

Till Triton blew his horn. The palace rang;

The Nereids danc'd; the Syrens faintly sang;

And the great Sea-King bow'd his dripping head.

Then Love took wing, and from his pinions shed

On all the multitude a nectarous dew.

The ooze-born Goddess beckoned and drew
Fair Scylla and her guides to conference;

And when they reach'd the throned eminence

She kist the sea-nymph's cheek,–who sat her down

A toying with the doves. Then,–"Mighty crown

And sceptre of this kingdom!" Venus said,

"Thy vows were on a time to Nais paid:

Behold!"–Two copious tear-drops instant fell

From the God's large eyes; he smil'd delectable,

And over Glaucus held his blessing hands.–

"Endymion! Ah! still wandering in the bands
Of love? Now this is cruel. Since the hour

I met thee in earth's bosom, all my power

Have I put forth to serve thee. What, not yet

Escap'd from dull mortality's harsh net?

A little patience, youth! 'twill not be long,

Or I am skilless quite: an idle tongue,

A humid eye, and steps luxurious,

Where these are new and strange, are ominous.

Aye, I have seen these signs in one of heaven,

When others were all blind; and were I given
To utter secrets, haply I might say

Some pleasant words:–but Love will have his day.

So wait awhile expectant. Pr'ythee soon,

Even in the passing of thine honey-moon,

Visit my Cytherea: thou wilt find

Cupid well-natured, my Adonis kind;

And pray persuade with thee–Ah, I have done,

All blisses be upon thee, my sweet son!"–

Thus the fair goddess: while Endymion

Knelt to receive those accents halcyon.

Meantime a glorious revelry began

Before the Water-Monarch. Nectar ran

In courteous fountains to all cups outreach'd;

And plunder'd vines, teeming exhaustless, pleach'd

New growth about each shell and pendent lyre;

The which, in disentangling for their fire,

Pull'd down fresh foliage and coverture

For dainty toying. Cupid, empire-sure,

Flutter'd and laugh'd, and oft-times through the throng

Made a delighted way. Then dance, and song,
And garlanding grew wild; and pleasure reign'd.

In harmless tendril they each other chain'd,

And strove who should be smother'd deepest in

Fresh crush of leaves.
O 'tis a very sin

For one so weak to venture his poor verse

In such a place as this. O do not curse,

High Muses! let him hurry to the ending.

All suddenly were silent. A soft blending

Of dulcet instruments came charmingly;

And then a hymn.
"King of the stormy sea!

Brother of Jove, and co-inheritor

Of elements! Eternally before

Thee the waves awful bow. Fast, stubborn rock,

At thy fear'd trident shrinking, doth unlock

Its deep foundations, hissing into foam.

All mountain-rivers lost, in the wide home

Of thy capacious bosom ever flow.

Thou frownest, and old Eolus thy foe
Skulks to his cavern, 'mid the gruff complaint

Of all his rebel tempests. Dark clouds faint

When, from thy diadem, a silver gleam

Slants over blue dominion. Thy bright team

Gulphs in the morning light, and scuds along

To bring thee nearer to that golden song

Apollo singeth, while his chariot

Waits at the doors of heaven. Thou art not

For scenes like this: an empire stern hast thou;

And it hath furrow'd that large front: yet now,
As newly come of heaven, dost thou sit

To blend and interknit

Subdued majesty with this glad time.

O shell-borne King sublime!

We lay our hearts before thee evermore–

We sing, and we adore!

"Breathe softly, flutes;

Be tender of your strings, ye soothing lutes;

Nor be the trumpet heard! O vain, O vain;

Not flowers budding in an April rain,
Nor breath of sleeping dove, nor river's flow,–

No, nor the Eolian twang of Love's own bow,

Can mingle music fit for the soft ear

Of goddess Cytherea!

Yet deign, white Queen of Beauty, thy fair eyes

On our souls' sacrifice.

"Bright-winged Child!

Who has another care when thou hast smil'd?

Unfortunates on earth, we see at last

All death-shadows, and glooms that overcast
Our spirits, fann'd away by thy light pinions.

O sweetest essence! sweetest of all minions!

God of warm pulses, and dishevell'd hair,

And panting bosoms bare!

Dear unseen light in darkness! eclipser

Of light in light! delicious poisoner!

Thy venom'd goblet will we quaff until

We fill–we fill!

And by thy Mother's lips—"
Was heard no more

For clamour, when the golden palace door

Opened again, and from without, in shone

A new magnificence. On oozy throne

Smooth-moving came Oceanus the old,

To take a latest glimpse at his sheep-fold,

Before he went into his quiet cave

To muse for ever–Then a lucid wave,

Scoop'd from its trembling sisters of mid-sea,

Afloat, and pillowing up the majesty

Of Doris, and the Egean seer, her spouse–
Next, on a dolphin, clad in laurel boughs,

Theban Amphion leaning on his lute:

His fingers went across it–All were mute

To gaze on Amphitrite, queen of pearls,

And Thetis pearly too.–
The palace whirls

Around giddy Endymion; seeing he

Was there far strayed from mortality.

He could not bear it–shut his eyes in vain;

Imagination gave a dizzier pain.
"O I shall die! sweet Venus, be my stay!

Where is my lovely mistress? Well-away!

I die–I hear her voice–I feel my wing–"

At Neptune's feet he sank. A sudden ring

Of Nereids were about him, in kind strife

To usher back his spirit into life:

But still he slept. At last they interwove

Their cradling arms, and purpos'd to convey

Towards a crystal bower far away.

Lo! while slow carried through the pitying crowd,

To his inward senses these words spake aloud;
Written in star-light on the dark above:

Dearest Endymion! my entire love!

How have I dwelt in fear of fate: 'tis done–

Immortal bliss for me too hast thou won.

Arise then! for the hen-dove shall not hatch

Her ready eggs, before I'll kissing snatch

Thee into endless heaven. Awake! awake!

The youth at once arose: a placid lake

Came quiet to his eyes; and forest green,
Cooler than all the wonders he had seen,

Lull'd with its simple song his fluttering breast.

How happy once again in grassy nest!



Muse of my native land! loftiest Muse!

O first-born on the mountains! by the hues

Of heaven on the spiritual air begot:

Long didst thou sit alone in northern grot,

While yet our England was a wolfish den;

Before our forests heard the talk of men;

Before the first of Druids was a child;–

Long didst thou sit amid our regions wild

Rapt in a deep prophetic solitude.

There came an eastern voice of solemn mood:–

Yet wast thou patient. Then sang forth the Nine,

Apollo's garland:–yet didst thou divine

Such home-bred glory, that they cry'd in vain,

"Come hither, Sister of the Island!" Plain

Spake fair Ausonia; and once more she spake

A higher summons:–still didst thou betake

Thee to thy native hopes. O thou hast won

A full accomplishment! The thing is done,

Which undone, these our latter days had risen

On barren souls. Great Muse, thou know'st what prison,

Of flesh and bone, curbs, and confines, and frets
Our spirit's wings: despondency besets

Our pillows; and the fresh to-morrow morn

Seems to give forth its light in very scorn

Of our dull, uninspired, snail-paced lives.

Long have I said, how happy he who shrives

To thee! But then I thought on poets gone,

And could not pray:–nor can I now–so on

I move to the end in lowliness of heart.–

"Ah, woe is me! that I should fondly part
From my dear native land! Ah, foolish maid!

Glad was the hour, when, with thee, myriads bade

Adieu to Ganges and their pleasant fields!

To one so friendless the clear freshet yields

A bitter coolness; the ripe grape is sour:

Yet I would have, great gods! but one short hour

Of native air–let me but die at home."

Endymion to heaven's airy dome

Was offering up a hecatomb of vows,

When these words reach'd him. Whereupon he bows

His head through thorny-green entanglement
Of underwood, and to the sound is bent,

Anxious as hind towards her hidden fawn.

"Is no one near to help me? No fair dawn

Of life from charitable voice? No sweet saying

To set my dull and sadden'd spirit playing?

No hand to toy with mine? No lips so sweet

That I may worship them? No eyelids meet

To twinkle on my bosom? No one dies

Before me, till from these enslaving eyes
Redemption sparkles!–I am sad and lost."

Thou, Carian lord, hadst better have been tost

Into a whirlpool. Vanish into air,

Warm mountaineer! for canst thou only bear

A woman's sigh alone and in distress?

See not her charms! Is Phœbe passionless?

Phœbe is fairer far–O gaze no more:–

Yet if thou wilt behold all beauty's store,

Behold her panting in the forest grass!

Do not those curls of glossy jet surpass
For tenderness the arms so idly lain

Amongst them? Feelest not a kindred pain,

To see such lovely eyes in swimming search

After some warm delight, that seems to perch

Dovelike in the dim cell lying beyond

Their upper lids?–Hist!
"O for Hermes' wand,

To touch this flower into human shape!

That woodland Hyacinthus could escape

From his green prison, and here kneeling down
Call me his queen, his second life's fair crown!

Ah me, how I could love!–My soul doth melt

For the unhappy youth–Love! I have felt

So faint a kindness, such a meek surrender

To what my own full thoughts had made too tender,

That but for tears my life had fled away!–

Ye deaf and senseless minutes of the day,

And thou, old forest, hold ye this for true,

There is no lightning, no authentic dew

But in the eye of love: there's not a sound,
Melodious howsoever, can confound

The heavens and earth in one to such a death

As doth the voice of love: there's not a breath

Will mingle kindly with the meadow air,

Till it has panted round, and stolen a share

Of passion from the heart!"–
Upon a bough

He leant, wretched. He surely cannot now

Thirst for another love: O impious,

That he can even dream upon it thus!–
Thought he, "Why am I not as are the dead,

Since to a woe like this I have been led

Through the dark earth, and through the wondrous sea?

Goddess! I love thee not the less: from thee

By Juno's smile I turn not–no, no, no–

While the great waters are at ebb and flow.–

I have a triple soul! O fond pretence–

For both, for both my love is so immense,

I feel my heart is cut in twain for them."

And so he groan'd, as one by beauty slain.
The lady's heart beat quick, and he could see

Her gentle bosom heave tumultuously.

He sprang from his green covert: there she lay,

Sweet as a muskrose upon new-made hay;

With all her limbs on tremble, and her eyes

Shut softly up alive. To speak he tries.

"Fair damsel, pity me! forgive that I

Thus violate thy bower's sanctity!

O pardon me, for I am full of grief–

Grief born of thee, young angel! fairest thief!
Who stolen hast away the wings wherewith

I was to top the heavens. Dear maid, sith

Thou art my executioner, and I feel

Loving and hatred, misery and weal,

Will in a few short hours be nothing to me,

And all my story that much passion slew me;

Do smile upon the evening of my days:

And, for my tortur'd brain begins to craze,

Be thou my nurse; and let me understand

How dying I shall kiss that lily hand.–
Dost weep for me? Then should I be content.

Scowl on, ye fates! until the firmament

Outblackens Erebus, and the full-cavern'd earth

Crumbles into itself. By the cloud girth

Of Jove, those tears have given me a thirst

To meet oblivion."–As her heart would burst

The maiden sobb'd awhile, and then replied:

"Why must such desolation betide

As that thou speakest of? Are not these green nooks

Empty of all misfortune? Do the brooks
Utter a gorgon voice? Does yonder thrush,

Schooling its half-fledg'd little ones to brush

About the dewy forest, whisper tales?–

Speak not of grief, young stranger, or cold snails

Will slime the rose to night. Though if thou wilt,

Methinks 'twould be a guilt–a very guilt–

Not to companion thee, and sigh away

The light–the dusk–the dark–till break of day!"

"Dear lady," said Endymion, "'tis past:

I love thee! and my days can never last.
That I may pass in patience still speak:

Let me have music dying, and I seek

No more delight–I bid adieu to all.

Didst thou not after other climates call,

And murmur about Indian streams?"–Then she,

Sitting beneath the midmost forest tree,

For pity sang this roundelay—

"O Sorrow,

Why dost borrow

The natural hue of health, from vermeil lips?–
To give maiden blushes

To the white rose bushes?

Or is it thy dewy hand the daisy tips?

"O Sorrow,

Why dost borrow

The lustrous passion from a falcon-eye?–

To give the glow-worm light?

Or, on a moonless night,

To tinge, on syren shores, the salt sea-spry?

"O Sorrow,
Why dost borrow

The mellow ditties from a mourning tongue?–

To give at evening pale

Unto the nightingale,

That thou mayst listen the cold dews among?

"O Sorrow,

Why dost borrow

Heart's lightness from the merriment of May?–

A lover would not tread

A cowslip on the head,
Though he should dance from eve till peep of day–

Nor any drooping flower

Held sacred for thy bower,

Wherever he may sport himself and play.

"To Sorrow,

I bade good-morrow,

And thought to leave her far away behind;

But cheerly, cheerly,

She loves me dearly;

She is so constant to me, and so kind:
I would deceive her

And so leave her,

But ah! she is so constant and so kind.

"Beneath my palm trees, by the river side,

I sat a weeping: in the whole world wide

There was no one to ask me why I wept,–

And so I kept

Brimming the water-lily cups with tears

Cold as my fears.

"Beneath my palm trees, by the river side,
I sat a weeping: what enamour'd bride,

Cheated by shadowy wooer from the clouds,

But hides and shrouds

Beneath dark palm trees by a river side?

"And as I sat, over the light blue hills

There came a noise of revellers: the rills

Into the wide stream came of purple hue–

'Twas Bacchus and his crew!

The earnest trumpet spake, and silver thrills

From kissing cymbals made a merry din–
'Twas Bacchus and his kin!

Like to a moving vintage down they came,

Crown'd with green leaves, and faces all on flame;

All madly dancing through the pleasant valley,

To scare thee, Melancholy!

O then, O then, thou wast a simple name!

And I forgot thee, as the berried holly

By shepherds is forgotten, when, in June,

Tall chesnuts keep away the sun and moon:–

I rush'd into the folly!

"Within his car, aloft, young Bacchus stood,

Trifling his ivy-dart, in dancing mood,

With sidelong laughing;

And little rills of crimson wine imbrued

His plump white arms, and shoulders, enough white

For Venus' pearly bite:

And near him rode Silenus on his ass,

Pelted with flowers as he on did pass

Tipsily quaffing.

"Whence came ye, merry Damsels! whence came ye!

So many, and so many, and such glee?
Why have ye left your bowers desolate,

Your lutes, and gentler fate?–

'We follow Bacchus! Bacchus on the wing,

A conquering!

Bacchus, young Bacchus! good or ill betide,

We dance before him thorough kingdoms wide:–

Come hither, lady fair, and joined be

To our wild minstrelsy!'

"Whence came ye, jolly Satyrs! whence came ye!
So many, and so many, and such glee?

Why have ye left your forest haunts, why left

Your nuts in oak-tree cleft?–

'For wine, for wine we left our kernel tree;

For wine we left our heath, and yellow brooms,

And cold mushrooms;

For wine we follow Bacchus through the earth;

Great God of breathless cups and chirping mirth!–

Come hither, lady fair, and joined be

To our mad minstrelsy!'

"Over wide streams and mountains great we went,

And, save when Bacchus kept his ivy tent,

Onward the tiger and the leopard pants,

With Asian elephants:

Onward these myriads–with song and dance,

With zebras striped, and sleek Arabians' prance,

Web-footed alligators, crocodiles,

Bearing upon their scaly backs, in files,

Plump infant laughers mimicking the coil

Of seamen, and stout galley-rowers' toil:
With toying oars and silken sails they glide,

Nor care for wind and tide.

"Mounted on panthers' furs and lions' manes,

From rear to van they scour about the plains;

A three days' journey in a moment done:

And always, at the rising of the sun,

About the wilds they hunt with spear and horn,

On spleenful unicorn.

"I saw Osirian Egypt kneel adown

Before the vine-wreath crown!
I saw parch'd Abyssinia rouse and sing

To the silver cymbals' ring!

I saw the whelming vintage hotly pierce

Old Tartary the fierce!

The kings of Inde their jewel-sceptres vail,

And from their treasures scatter pearled hail;

Great Brahma from his mystic heaven groans,

And all his priesthood moans;

Before young Bacchus' eye-wink turning pale.–

Into these regions came I following him,
Sick hearted, weary–so I took a whim

To stray away into these forests drear

Alone, without a peer:

And I have told thee all thou mayest hear.

"Young stranger!

I've been a ranger

In search of pleasure throughout every clime:

Alas, 'tis not for me!

Bewitch'd I sure must be,

To lose in grieving all my maiden prime.

"Come then, Sorrow!

Sweetest Sorrow!

Like an own babe I nurse thee on my breast:

I thought to leave thee

And deceive thee,

But now of all the world I love thee best.

"There is not one,

No, no, not one

But thee to comfort a poor lonely maid;

Thou art her mother,
And her brother,

Her playmate, and her wooer in the shade."

O what a sigh she gave in finishing,

And look, quite dead to every worldly thing!

Endymion could not speak, but gazed on her;

And listened to the wind that now did stir

About the crisped oaks full drearily,

Yet with as sweet a softness as might be

Remember'd from its velvet summer song.

At last he said: "Poor lady, how thus long
Have I been able to endure that voice?

Fair Melody! kind Syren! I've no choice;

I must be thy sad servant evermore:

I cannot choose but kneel here and adore.

Alas, I must not think–by Phœbe, no!

Let me not think, soft Angel! shall it be so?

Say, beautifullest, shall I never think?

O thou could'st foster me beyond the brink

Of recollection! make my watchful care

Close up its bloodshot eyes, nor see despair!
Do gently murder half my soul, and I

Shall feel the other half so utterly!–

I'm giddy at that cheek so fair and smooth;

O let it blush so ever! let it soothe

My madness! let it mantle rosy-warm

With the tinge of love, panting in safe alarm.–

This cannot be thy hand, and yet it is;

And this is sure thine other softling–this

Thine own fair bosom, and I am so near!

Wilt fall asleep? O let me sip that tear!
And whisper one sweet word that I may know

This is this world–sweet dewy blossom!"–Woe!

Woe! Woe to that Endymion! Where is he?

Even these words went echoing dismally

Through the wide forest–a most fearful tone,

Like one repenting in his latest moan;

And while it died away a shade pass'd by,

As of a thunder cloud. When arrows fly

Through the thick branches, poor ring-doves sleek forth

Their timid necks and tremble; so these both
Leant to each other trembling, and sat so

Waiting for some destruction–when lo,

Foot-feather'd Mercury appear'd sublime

Beyond the tall tree tops; and in less time

Than shoots the slanted hail-storm, down he dropt

Towards the ground; but rested not, nor stopt

One moment from his home: only the sward

He with his wand light touch'd, and heavenward

Swifter than sight was gone–even before

The teeming earth a sudden witness bore
Of his swift magic. Diving swans appear

Above the crystal circlings white and clear;

And catch the cheated eye in wild surprise,

How they can dive in sight and unseen rise–

So from the turf outsprang two steeds jet-black,

Each with large dark blue wings upon his back.

The youth of Caria plac'd the lovely dame

On one, and felt himself in spleen to tame

The other's fierceness. Through the air they flew,

High as the eagles. Like two drops of dew
Exhal'd to Phœbus' lips, away they are gone,

Far from the earth away–unseen, alone,

Among cool clouds and winds, but that the free,

The buoyant life of song can floating be

Above their heads, and follow them untir'd.–

Muse of my native land, am I inspir'd?

This is the giddy air, and I must spread

Wide pinions to keep here; nor do I dread

Or height, or depth, or width, or any chance

Precipitous: I have beneath my glance
Those towering horses and their mournful freight.

Could I thus sail, and see, and thus await

Fearless for power of thought, without thine aid?–

There is a sleepy dusk, an odorous shade

From some approaching wonder, and behold

Those winged steeds, with snorting nostrils bold

Snuff at its faint extreme, and seem to tire,

Dying to embers from their native fire!

There curl'd a purple mist around them; soon,

It seem'd as when around the pale new moon
Sad Zephyr droops the clouds like weeping willow:

'Twas Sleep slow journeying with head on pillow.

For the first time, since he came nigh dead born

From the old womb of night, his cave forlorn

Had he left more forlorn; for the first time,

He felt aloof the day and morning's prime–

Because into his depth Cimmerian

There came a dream, shewing how a young man,

Ere a lean bat could plump its wintery skin,

Would at high Jove's empyreal footstool win
An immortality, and how espouse

Jove's daughter, and be reckon'd of his house.

Now was he slumbering towards heaven's gate,

That he might at the threshold one hour wait

To hear the marriage melodies, and then

Sink downward to his dusky cave again.

His litter of smooth semilucent mist,

Diversely ting'd with rose and amethyst,

Puzzled those eyes that for the centre sought;

And scarcely for one moment could be caught
His sluggish form reposing motionless.

Those two on winged steeds, with all the stress

Of vision search'd for him, as one would look

Athwart the sallows of a river nook

To catch a glance at silver throated eels,–

Or from old Skiddaw's top, when fog conceals

His rugged forehead in a mantle pale,

With an eye-guess towards some pleasant vale

Descry a favourite hamlet faint and far.

These raven horses, though they foster'd are
Of earth's splenetic fire, dully drop

Their full-veined ears, nostrils blood wide, and stop;

Upon the spiritless mist have they outspread

Their ample feathers, are in slumber dead,–

And on those pinions, level in mid air,

Endymion sleepeth and the lady fair.

Slowly they sail, slowly as icy isle

Upon a calm sea drifting: and meanwhile

The mournful wanderer dreams. Behold! he walks

On heaven's pavement; brotherly he talks
To divine powers: from his hand full fain

Juno's proud birds are pecking pearly grain:

He tries the nerve of Phœbus' golden bow,

And asketh where the golden apples grow:

Upon his arm he braces Pallas' shield,

And strives in vain to unsettle and wield

A Jovian thunderbolt: arch Hebe brings

A full-brimm'd goblet, dances lightly, sings

And tantalizes long; at last he drinks,

And lost in pleasure at her feet he sinks,

Touching with dazzled lips her starlight hand.

He blows a bugle,–an ethereal band

Are visible above: the Seasons four,–

Green-kyrtled Spring, flush Summer, golden store

In Autumn's sickle, Winter frosty hoar,

Join dance with shadowy Hours; while still the blast,

In swells unmitigated, still doth last

To sway their floating morris. "Whose is this?

Whose bugle?" he inquires: they smile–"O Dis!

Why is this mortal here? Dost thou not know
Its mistress' lips? Not thou?–'Tis Dian's: lo!

She rises crescented!" He looks, 'tis she,

His very goddess: good-bye earth, and sea,

And air, and pains, and care, and suffering;

Good-bye to all but love! Then doth he spring

Towards her, and awakes–and, strange, o'erhead,

Of those same fragrant exhalations bred,

Beheld awake his very dream: the gods

Stood smiling; merry Hebe laughs and nods;

And Phœbe bends towards him crescented.
O state perplexing! On the pinion bed,

Too well awake, he feels the panting side

Of his delicious lady. He who died

For soaring too audacious in the sun,

Where that same treacherous wax began to run,

Felt not more tongue-tied than Endymion.

His heart leapt up as to its rightful throne,

To that fair shadow'd passion puls'd its way–

Ah, what perplexity! Ah, well a day!

So fond, so beauteous was his bed-fellow,
He could not help but kiss her: then he grew

Awhile forgetful of all beauty save

Young Phœbe's, golden hair'd; and so 'gan crave

Forgiveness: yet he turn'd once more to look

At the sweet sleeper,–all his soul was shook,–

She press'd his hand in slumber; so once more

He could not help but kiss her and adore.

At this the shadow wept, melting away.

The Latmian started up: "Bright goddess, stay!

Search my most hidden breast! By truth's own tongue,

I have no dædale heart: why is it wrung
To desperation? Is there nought for me,

Upon the bourne of bliss, but misery?"

These words awoke the stranger of dark tresses:

Her dawning love-look rapt Endymion blesses

With 'haviour soft. Sleep yawned from underneath.

"Thou swan of Ganges, let us no more breathe

This murky phantasm! thou contented seem'st

Pillow'd in lovely idleness, nor dream'st

What horrors may discomfort thee and me.
Ah, shouldst thou die from my heart-treachery!–

Yet did she merely weep–her gentle soul

Hath no revenge in it: as it is whole

In tenderness, would I were whole in love!

Can I prize thee, fair maid, till price above,

Even when I feel as true as innocence?

I do, I do.–What is this soul then? Whence

Came it? It does not seem my own, and I

Have no self-passion or identity.

Some fearful end must be: where, where is it?
By Nemesis, I see my spirit flit

Alone about the dark–Forgive me, sweet:

Shall we away?" He rous'd the steeds: they beat

Their wings chivalrous into the clear air,

Leaving old Sleep within his vapoury lair.

The good-night blush of eve was waning slow,

And Vesper, risen star, began to throe

In the dusk heavens silvery, when they

Thus sprang direct towards the Galaxy.

Nor did speed hinder converse soft and strange–
Eternal oaths and vows they interchange,

In such wise, in such temper, so aloof

Up in the winds, beneath a starry roof,

So witless of their doom, that verily

'Tis well nigh past man's search their hearts to see;

Whether they wept, or laugh'd, or griev'd, or toy'd–

Most like with joy gone mad, with sorrow cloy'd.

Fell facing their swift flight, from ebon streak,

The moon put forth a little diamond peak,

No bigger than an unobserved star,
Or tiny point of fairy scymetar;

Bright signal that she only stoop'd to tie

Her silver sandals, ere deliciously

She bow'd into the heavens her timid head.

Slowly she rose, as though she would have fled,

While to his lady meek the Carian turn'd,

To mark if her dark eyes had yet discern'd

This beauty in its birth–Despair! despair!

He saw her body fading gaunt and spare

In the cold moonshine. Straight he seiz'd her wrist;

It melted from his grasp: her hand he kiss'd,
And, horror! kiss'd his own–he was alone.

Her steed a little higher soar'd, and then

Dropt hawkwise to the earth.
There lies a den,

Beyond the seeming confines of the space

Made for the soul to wander in and trace

Its own existence, of remotest glooms.

Dark regions are around it, where the tombs

Of buried griefs the spirit sees, but scarce
One hour doth linger weeping, for the pierce

Of new-born woe it feels more inly smart:

And in these regions many a venom'd dart

At random flies; they are the proper home

Of every ill: the man is yet to come

Who hath not journeyed in this native hell.

But few have ever felt how calm and well

Sleep may be had in that deep den of all.

There anguish does not sting; nor pleasure pall:

Woe-hurricanes beat ever at the gate,
Yet all is still within and desolate.

Beset with plainful gusts, within ye hear

No sound so loud as when on curtain'd bier

The death-watch tick is stifled. Enter none

Who strive therefore: on the sudden it is won.

Just when the sufferer begins to burn,

Then it is free to him; and from an urn,

Still fed by melting ice, he takes a draught–

Young Semele such richness never quaft

In her maternal longing. Happy gloom!
Dark Paradise! where pale becomes the bloom

Of health by due; where silence dreariest

Is most articulate; where hopes infest;

Where those eyes are the brightest far that keep

Their lids shut longest in a dreamless sleep.

O happy spirit-home! O wondrous soul!

Pregnant with such a den to save the whole

In thine own depth. Hail, gentle Carian!

For, never since thy griefs and woes began,

Hast thou felt so content: a grievous feud
Hath let thee to this Cave of Quietude.

Aye, his lull'd soul was there, although upborne

With dangerous speed: and so he did not mourn

Because he knew not whither he was going.

So happy was he, not the aerial blowing

Of trumpets at clear parley from the east

Could rouse from that fine relish, that high feast.

They stung the feather'd horse: with fierce alarm

He flapp'd towards the sound. Alas, no charm

Could lift Endymion's head, or he had view'd
A skyey mask, a pinion'd multitude,–

And silvery was its passing: voices sweet

Warbling the while as if to lull and greet

The wanderer in his path. Thus warbled they,

While past the vision went in bright array.

"Who, who from Dian's feast would be away?

For all the golden bowers of the day

Are empty left? Who, who away would be

From Cynthia's wedding and festivity?

Not Hesperus: lo! upon his silver wings

He leans away for highest heaven and sings,

Snapping his lucid fingers merrily!–

Ah, Zephyrus! art here, and Flora too!

Ye tender bibbers of the rain and dew,

Young playmates of the rose and daffodil,

Be careful, ere ye enter in, to fill

Your baskets high

With fennel green, and balm, and golden pines,

Savory, latter-mint, and columbines,

Cool parsley, basil sweet, and sunny thyme;
Yea, every flower and leaf of every clime,

All gather'd in the dewy morning: hie

Away! fly, fly!–

Crystalline brother of the belt of heaven,

Aquarius! to whom king Jove has given

Two liquid pulse streams 'stead of feather'd wings,

Two fan-like fountains,–thine illuminings

For Dian play:

Dissolve the frozen purity of air;

Let thy white shoulders silvery and bare
Shew cold through watery pinions; make more bright

The Star-Queen's crescent on her marriage night:

Haste, haste away!–

Castor has tamed the planet Lion, see!

And of the Bear has Pollux mastery:

A third is in the race! who is the third,

Speeding away swift as the eagle bird?

The ramping Centaur!

The Lion's mane's on end: the Bear how fierce!

The Centaur's arrow ready seems to pierce
Some enemy: far forth his bow is bent

Into the blue of heaven. He'll be shent,

Pale unrelentor,

When he shall hear the wedding lutes a playing.–

Andromeda! sweet woman! why delaying

So timidly among the stars: come hither!

Join this bright throng, and nimbly follow whither

They all are going.

Danae's Son, before Jove newly bow'd,

Has wept for thee, calling to Jove aloud.
Thee, gentle lady, did he disenthral:

Ye shall for ever live and love, for all

Thy tears are flowing.–

By Daphne's fright, behold Apollo!–"

Endymion heard not: down his steed him bore,

Prone to the green head of a misty hill.

His first touch of the earth went nigh to kill.

"Alas!" said he, "were I but always borne

Through dangerous winds, had but my footsteps worn

A path in hell, for ever would I bless
Horrors which nourish an uneasiness

For my own sullen conquering: to him

Who lives beyond earth's boundary, grief is dim,

Sorrow is but a shadow: now I see

The grass; I feel the solid ground–Ah, me!

It is thy voice–divinest! Where?–who? who

Left thee so quiet on this bed of dew?

Behold upon this happy earth we are;

Let us ay love each other; let us fare
On forest-fruits, and never, never go

Among the abodes of mortals here below,

Or be by phantoms duped. O destiny!

Into a labyrinth now my soul would fly,

But with thy beauty will I deaden it.

Where didst thou melt too? By thee will I sit

For ever: let our fate stop here–a kid

I on this spot will offer: Pan will bid

Us live in peace, in love and peace among

His forest wildernesses. I have clung
To nothing, lov'd a nothing, nothing seen

Or felt but a great dream! O I have been

Presumptuous against love, against the sky,

Against all elements, against the tie

Of mortals each to each, against the blooms

Of flowers, rush of rivers, and the tombs

Of heroes gone! Against his proper glory

Has my own soul conspired: so my story

Will I to children utter, and repent.

There never liv'd a mortal man, who bent
His appetite beyond his natural sphere,

But starv'd and died. My sweetest Indian, here,

Here will I kneel, for thou redeemed hast

My life from too thin breathing: gone and past

Are cloudy phantasms. Caverns lone, farewel!

And air of visions, and the monstrous swell

Of visionary seas! No, never more

Shall airy voices cheat me to the shore

Of tangled wonder, breathless and aghast.

Adieu, my daintiest Dream! although so vast
My love is still for thee. The hour may come

When we shall meet in pure elysium.

On earth I may not love thee; and therefore

Doves will I offer up, and sweetest store

All through the teeming year: so thou wilt shine

On me, and on this damsel fair of mine,

And bless our simple lives. My Indian bliss!

My river-lily bud! one human kiss!

One sigh of real breath–one gentle squeeze,

Warm as a dove's nest among summer trees,
And warm with dew at ooze from living blood!

Whither didst melt? Ah, what of that!–all good

We'll talk about–no more of dreaming.–Now,

Where shall our dwelling be? Under the brow

Of some steep mossy hill, where ivy dun

Would hide us up, although spring leaves were none;

And where dark yew trees, as we rustle through,

Will drop their scarlet berry cups of dew?

O thou wouldst joy to live in such a place;

Dusk for our loves, yet light enough to grace
Those gentle limbs on mossy bed reclin'd:

For by one step the blue sky shouldst thou find,

And by another, in deep dell below,

See, through the trees, a little river go

All in its mid-day gold and glimmering.

Honey from out the gnarled hive I'll bring,

And apples, wan with sweetness, gather thee,–

Cresses that grow where no man may them see,

And sorrel untorn by the dew-claw'd stag:

Pipes will I fashion of the syrinx flag,
That thou mayst always know whither I roam,

When it shall please thee in our quiet home

To listen and think of love. Still let me speak;

Still let me dive into the joy I seek,–

For yet the past doth prison me. The rill,

Thou haply mayst delight in, will I fill

With fairy fishes from the mountain tarn,

And thou shall feed them from the squirrel's barn.

Its bottom will I strew with amber shells,

And pebbles blue from deep enchanted wells.

Its sides I'll plant with dew-sweet eglantine,

And honeysuckles full of clear bee-wine.

I will entice this crystal rill to trace

Love's silver name upon the meadow's face.

I'll kneel to Vesta, for a flame of fire;

And to god Phœbus, for a golden lyre;

To Empress Dian, for a hunting spear;

To Vesper, for a taper silver-clear,

That I may see thy beauty through the night;

To Flora, and a nightingale shall light
Tame on thy finger; to the River-gods,

And they shall bring thee taper fishing-rods

Of gold, and lines of Naiads' long bright tress.

Heaven shield thee for thine utter loveliness!

Thy mossy footstool shall the altar be

'Fore which I'll bend, bending, dear love, to thee:

Those lips shall be my Delphos, and shall speak

Laws to my footsteps, colour to my cheek,

Trembling or stedfastness to this same voice,

And of three sweetest pleasurings the choice:
And that affectionate light, those diamond things,

Those eyes, those passions, those supreme pearl springs,

Shall be my grief, or twinkle me to pleasure.

Say, is not bliss within our perfect seisure?

O that I could not doubt?"
The mountaineer

Thus strove by fancies vain and crude to clear

His briar'd path to some tranquillity.

It gave bright gladness to his lady's eye,

And yet the tears she wept were tears of sorrow;
Answering thus, just as the golden morrow

Beam'd upward from the vallies of the east:

"O that the flutter of this heart had ceas'd,

Or the sweet name of love had pass'd away.

Young feathor'd tyrant! by a swift decay

Wilt thou devote this body to the earth:

And I do think that at my very birth

I lisp'd thy blooming titles inwardly;

For at the first, first dawn and thought of thee,

With uplift hands I blest the stars of heaven.
Art thou not cruel? Ever have I striven

To think thee kind, but ah, it will not do!

When yet a child, I heard that kisses drew

Favour from thee, and so I gave and gave

To the void air, bidding them find out love:

But when I came to feel how far above

All fancy, pride, and fickle maidenhood,

All earthly pleasure, all imagin'd good,

Was the warm tremble of a devout kiss,–

Even then, that moment, at the thought of this,
Fainting I fell into a bed of flowers,

And languish'd there three days. Ye milder powers,

Am I not cruelly wrong'd? Believe, believe

Me, dear Endymion, were I to weave

With my own fancies garlands of sweet life,

Thou shouldst be one of all. Ah, bitter strife!

I may not be thy love: I am forbidden–

Indeed I am–thwarted, affrighted, chidden,

By things I trembled at, and gorgon wrath.

Twice hast thou ask'd whither I went: henceforth
Ask me no more! I may not utter it,

Nor may I be thy love. We might commit

Ourselves at once to vengeance; we might die;

We might embrace and die: voluptuous thought!

Enlarge not to my hunger, or I'm caught

In trammels of perverse deliciousness.

No, no, that shall not be: thee will I bless,

And bid a long adieu."
The Carian

No word return'd: both lovelorn, silent, wan,
Into the vallies green together went.

Far wandering, they were perforce content

To sit beneath a fair lone beechen tree;

Nor at each other gaz'd, but heavily

Por'd on its hazle cirque of shedded leaves.

Endymion! unhappy! it nigh grieves

Me to behold thee thus in last extreme:

Ensky'd ere this, but truly that I deem

Truth the best music in a first-born song.

Thy lute-voic'd brother will I sing ere long,
And thou shall aid–hast thou not aided me?

Yes, moonlight Emperor! felicity

Has been thy meed for many thousand years;

Yet often have I, on the brink of tears,

Mourn'd as if yet thou wert a forester;–

Forgetting the old tale.
He did not stir

His eyes from the dead leaves, or one small pulse

Of joy he might have felt. The spirit culls

Unfaded amaranth, when wild it strays
Through the old garden-ground of boyish days.

A little onward ran the very stream

By which he took his first soft poppy dream;

And on the very bark 'gainst which he leant

A crescent he had carv'd, and round it spent

His skill in little stars. The teeming tree

Had swollen and green'd the pious charactery,

But not ta'en out. Why, there was not a slope

Up which he had not fear'd the antelope;

And not a tree, beneath whose rooty shade
He had not with his tamed leopards play'd;

Nor could an arrow light, or javelin,

Fly in the air where his had never been–

And yet he knew it not.
O treachery!

Why does his lady smile, pleasing her eye

With all his sorrowing? He sees her not.

But who so stares on him? His sister sure!

Peona of the woods!–Can she endure–

Impossible–how dearly they embrace!
His lady smiles; delight is in her face;

It is no treachery.
"Dear brother mine!

Endymion, weep not so! Why shouldst thou pine

When all great Latmos so exalt will be?

Thank the great gods, and look not bitterly;

And speak not one pale word, and sigh no more.

Sure I will not believe thou hast such store

Of grief, to last thee to my kiss again.

Thou surely canst not bear a mind in pain,
Come hand in hand with one so beautiful.

Be happy both of you! for I will pull

The flowers of autumn for your coronals.

Pan's holy priest for young Endymion calls;

And when he is restor'd, thou, fairest dame,

Shalt be our queen. Now, is it not a shame

To see ye thus,–not very, very sad?

Perhaps ye are too happy to be glad:

O feel as if it were a common day;

Free-voic'd as one who never was away.
No tongue shall ask, whence come ye? but ye shall

Be gods of your own rest imperial.

Not even I, for one whole month, will pry

Into the hours that have pass'd us by,

Since in my arbour I did sing to thee.

O Hermes! on this very night will be

A hymning up to Cynthia, queen of light;

For the soothsayers old saw yesternight

Good visions in the air,–whence will befal,

As say these sages, health perpetual
To shepherds and their flocks; and furthermore,

In Dian's face they read the gentle lore:

Therefore for her these vesper-carols are.

Our friends will all be there from nigh and far.

Many upon thy death have ditties made;

And many, even now, their foreheads shade

With cypress, on a day of sacrifice.

New singing for our maids shalt thou devise,

And pluck the sorrow from our huntsmen's brows.

Tell me, my lady-queen, how to espouse
This wayward brother to his rightful joys!

His eyes are on thee bent, as thou didst poise

His fate most goddess-like. Help me, I pray,

To lure–Endymion, dear brother, say

What ails thee?" He could bear no more, and so

Bent his soul fiercely like a spiritual bow,

And twang'd it inwardly, and calmly said:

"I would have thee my only friend, sweet maid!

My only visitor! not ignorant though,

That those deceptions which for pleasure go
'Mong men, are pleasures real as real may be:

But there are higher ones I may not see,

If impiously an earthly realm I take.

Since I saw thee, I have been wide awake

Night after night, and day by day, until

Of the empyrean I have drunk my fill.

Let it content thee, Sister, seeing me

More happy than betides mortality.

A hermit young, I'll live in mossy cave,

Where thou alone shalt come to me, and lave
Thy spirit in the wonders I shall tell.

Through me the shepherd realm shall prosper well;

For to thy tongue will I all health confide.

And, for my sake, let this young maid abide

With thee as a dear sister. Thou alone,

Peona, mayst return to me. I own

This may sound strangely: but when, dearest girl,

Thou seest it for my happiness, no pearl

Will trespass down those cheeks. Companion fair!

Wilt be content to dwell with her, to share
This sister's love with me?" Like one resign'd

And bent by circumstance, and thereby blind

In self-commitment, thus that meek unknown:

"Aye, but a buzzing by my ears has flown,

Of jubilee to Dian:–truth I heard!

Well then, I see there is no little bird,

Tender soever, but is Jove's own care.

Long have I sought for rest, and, unaware,

Behold I find it! so exalted too!

So after my own heart! I knew, I knew

There was a place untenanted in it:

In that same void white Chastity shall sit,

And monitor me nightly to lone slumber.

With sanest lips I vow me to the number

Of Dian's sisterhood; and, kind lady,

With thy good help, this very night shall see

My future days to her fane consecrate."

As feels a dreamer what doth most create

His own particular fright, so these three felt:

Or like one who, in after ages, knelt
To Lucifer or Baal, when he'd pine

After a little sleep: or when in mine

Far under-ground, a sleeper meets his friends

Who know him not. Each diligently bends

Towards common thoughts and things for very fear;

Striving their ghastly malady to cheer,

By thinking it a thing of yes and no,

That housewives talk of. But the spirit-blow

Was struck, and all were dreamers. At the last

Endymion said: "Are not our fates all cast?

Why stand we here? Adieu, ye tender pair!

Adieu!" Whereat those maidens, with wild stare,

Walk'd dizzily away. Pained and hot

His eyes went after them, until they got

Near to a cypress grove, whose deadly maw,

In one swift moment, would what then he saw

Engulph for ever. "Stay!" he cried, "ah, stay!

Turn, damsels! hist! one word I have to say.

Sweet Indian, I would see thee once again.

It is a thing I dote on: so I'd fain,
Peona, ye should hand in hand repair

Into those holy groves, that silent are

Behind great Dian's temple. I'll be yon,

At vesper's earliest twinkle–they are gone–

But once, once, once again–" At this he press'd

His hands against his face, and then did rest

His head upon a mossy hillock green,

And so remain'd as he a corpse had been

All the long day; save when he scantly lifted

His eyes abroad, to see how shadows shifted
With the slow move of time,–sluggish and weary

Until the poplar tops, in journey dreary,

Had reach'd the river's brim. Then up he rose,

And, slowly as that very river flows,

Walk'd towards the temple grove with this lament:

"Why such a golden eve? The breeze is sent

Careful and soft, that not a leaf may fall

Before the serene father of them all

Bows down his summer head below the west.

Now am I of breath, speech, and speed possest,
But at the setting I must bid adieu

To her for the last time. Night will strew

On the damp grass myriads of lingering leaves,

And with them shall I die; nor much it grieves

To die, when summer dies on the cold sward.

Why, I have been a butterfly, a lord

Of flowers, garlands, love-knots, silly posies,

Groves, meadows, melodies, and arbour roses;

My kingdom's at its death, and just it is

That I should die with it: so in all this
We miscal grief, bale, sorrow, heartbreak, woe,

What is there to plain of? By Titan's foe

I am but rightly serv'd." So saying, he

Tripp'd lightly on, in sort of deathful glee;

Laughing at the clear stream and setting sun,

As though they jests had been: nor had he done

His laugh at nature's holy countenance,

Until that grove appear'd, as if perchance,

And then his tongue with sober seemlihed

Gave utterance as he entered: "Ha!" I said,
"King of the butterflies; but by this gloom,

And by old Rhadamanthus' tongue of doom,

This dusk religion, pomp of solitude,

And the Promethean clay by thief endued,

By old Saturnus' forelock, by his head

Shook with eternal palsy, I did wed

Myself to things of light from infancy;

And thus to be cast out, thus lorn to die,

Is sure enough to make a mortal man

Grow impious." So he inwardly began
On things for which no wording can be found;

Deeper and deeper sinking, until drown'd

Beyond the reach of music: for the choir

Of Cynthia he heard not, though rough briar

Nor muffling thicket interpos'd to dull

The vesper hymn, far swollen, soft and full,

Through the dark pillars of those sylvan aisles.

He saw not the two maidens, nor their smiles,

Wan as primroses gather'd at midnight

By chilly finger'd spring. "Unhappy wight!
Endymion!" said Peona, "we are here!

What wouldst thou ere we all are laid on bier?"

Then he embrac'd her, and his lady's hand

Press'd, saying: "Sister, I would have command,

If it were heaven's will, on our sad fate."

At which that dark-eyed stranger stood elate

And said, in a new voice, but sweet as love,

To Endymion's amaze: "By Cupid's dove,

And so thou shalt! and by the lily truth

Of my own breast thou shalt, beloved youth!"
And as she spake, into her face there came

Light, as reflected from a silver flame:

Her long black hair swell'd ampler, in display

Full golden; in her eyes a brighter day

Dawn'd blue and full of love. Aye, he beheld

Phœbe, his passion! joyous she upheld

Her lucid bow, continuing thus: "Drear, drear

Has our delaying been; but foolish fear

Withheld me first; and then decrees of fate;

And then 'twas fit that from this mortal state
Thou shouldst, my love, by some unlook'd for change

Be spiritualiz'd. Peona, we shall range

These forests, and to thee they safe shall be

As was thy cradle; hither shalt thou flee

To meet us many a time." Next Cynthia bright

Peona kiss'd, and bless'd with fair good night:

Her brother kiss'd her too, and knelt adown

Before his goddess, in a blissful swoon.

She gave her fair hands to him, and behold,

Before three swiftest kisses he had told,
They vanish'd far away!–Peona went

Home through the gloomy wood in wonderment.


T. Miller, Printer, Noble Street, Cheapside.

Transcriber's Notes

Book II, line 795: "crystaline" corrected to "crystalline".

Book III, line 71: "her" corrected to "his".